I'm stressed out.

[tankgirl24.livejournal.com]

I keep putting things off that are very important.
I keep having anxiety attacks because I didn't do the things that I was supposed to do.
I just wake up and do the bare minimum and when I start to think about the things that I'm putting off I just tell myself to forget about it and just concentrate on everything but the important things and to just focus on waking up in the morning.
How do make myself do the things that I keep putting off?

Sigh...

It's really weighing on me...

the inkblot test

[execute-me-666.livejournal.com]

You have an optimistic mind. You see everything
as a chance for life and growth. You may be
viewed as 'normal' or 'average' but there truly
are no such things. If there were though-you
would be the farthest from them. You have a
rare character that many take for granted. You
have the most independent life-though so very
many depend upon you.

If you want I
would love it if you told me what you thought
or rated or even joined my site and posted your
result @


The ink blot quiz-what is your mind like?
brought to you by Quizilla

Nurse Tera Available

[eviltera.livejournal.com]

I am available all day today for counselling sessions and I am currently in the common room if you need me or just wanna hang out.

MY ROOM!

[tear-glazed.livejournal.com]

this is my room.. I hope the nurses stay out!

( ward C1, room 45 )

(no subject)

[jennylynn1689.livejournal.com]

Hey Everyone! Haven't posted in awhile, so just wanted to say hello, and check up on yall..
So whats been going on?

<3
Jennifer

Oh yeah,did we ever reveal the whole Secret Santa thing?

Pictures of my Ugly Room--Ward B2 Room 28

[execute-me-666.livejournal.com]

If anyone is better at interior decorating and wants to help me out, let me know. I know someone said they'd help me earlier when I first moved in, but I forgot who and everything and things just got too busy with finals and the holidays and whatnot.

Anyways, ya. so here it is.

::hugsandsmooches::

<3 Cecelia

(no subject)

[lost-in-wonderl.livejournal.com]

Today... I just dont care. Fuck it.

Story of A Girl

[execute-me-666.livejournal.com]

I think this song is fairly fitting for me at the moment. ::sigh::




This is the story of a girl,
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!
And while she looked so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her,
When she smiles...

How many days in a year?
She woke up with hope but she only found tears.
And I can be so insincere,
Making her promises never for real!
As long as she stands there waiting,
Wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes!
How many days disappear?
When you look in the mirror so how do you choose?
Your clothes never wear as well the next day,
And your hair never falls in quite the same way-
But you never seem to run out of things to say...

THIS IS THE STORY OF A GIRL,
WHO CRIED A RIVER AND DROWNED THE WHOLE WORLD!
AND WHILE SHE LOOKED SO SAD IN PHOTOGRAPHS,
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER,
WHEN SHE SMILES...

How many lovers would stay?
Just to put of with this shit day after day!
How did we wind up this way?
Watching our mouths for the words that we say.
As long as we stand here waiting,
Wearing the clothes of the souls that we choose!
How do we get there today?
When we're walking to far for the price of our shoes!
Your clothes never wear as well the next day,
And your hair never falls in quite the same way-
But you never seem to run out of things to say!...

THIS IS THE STORY OF A GIRL,
WHO CRIED A RIVER AND DROWNED THE WHOLE WORLD!
AND WHILE SHE LOOKED SO SAD IN PHOTOGRAPHS,
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER,
WHEN SHE SMILES...

Your clothes never wear as well the next day,
And your hair never falls in quite the same way-
But you never seem to run out of things to say...
This is the story of a girl,
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!
And while she looks so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her-

This is the story of a girl;
Her pretty face she hid from the world!
And while she looks so sad and lonely there,
I absolutely love her,
When she smiles...

This is the story of a - girl!
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!
And while she looks so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her,
When she smiles...
When she smiles.

Room View Pickup

[eviltera.livejournal.com]

Room is ready miss wayin2much. Let me know if you'd like anything else in the room :)

Room Graphics Call

[eviltera.livejournal.com]

Ok, rather than clutter up everyone else's posts, here we go again.

Spooky - You're on a cruise somewhere and you have 1 view already, I will do your other 3 when I have a sec.

Everyone else:

If you need the room bases here they are:

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y245/ljet/room2ut4.jpg
http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y245/ljet/room2ut3.jpg
http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y245/ljet/room2ut2.jpg
http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y245/ljet/room2ut1.jpg

I am available for:

Complete room creations to surprise you
Room creations based on pics you provide
Room creations done right down to your exeact specifications (sorry I can't animate anything yet)
Random requests relating to your room.

You can email me your specs (with or without pics) at talnia20@hotmail.com or you can comment here (with or without your pics)

(no subject)

[nienanin.livejournal.com]

what do you use to make a room? What is the base picture? Thanks.

PINCH ME im dreaming

[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

another update about my previous incoherent babbling of being in love/pissed about it
i am no longer pissed about it, i am more worried of letting myself get hurt, like normal ,
aye i am so damned codependent its pathetic.. i just want to feel loved and not have to get hurt, is that so bad????
i talked to him again and broke our record, this time was 6 hours on the phone, last night from 1-7 in the morning, non stop, lol even though he had to get up at 9 to go to work... he sung to me before we go off, he is a musical prodigy... god he resembles kurt cobain vocally..
i am so smitten.. he is so beautiful...
pinch me
i hope all goes well for my much-loved fellow inmates/staff....
love
~lily

Does anyone know.....

[execute-me-666.livejournal.com]

My little brother just imd me and told me his friend gave him a shirt with 17 cartoons and CH3OOC on the outside.

Does anyone know what CH3OOH is????

He expected me to know and help him out....umm....ya, I have no clue.

Room View Pickup

[eviltera.livejournal.com]

Your room is ready beansideirae

Let me know if you like it:



and yup, that's the shrek lamp beside your bed.

Is this one view fine or do you want all 4 done?

The Battle Within Me. Jessica Bordignon (me), finished 2000

[lost-in-wonderl.livejournal.com]

Reaching towards a melting sun
while it sinks towards our mortal ground
burning me outside and scaring me in
waiting for the battle within me to begin.

Standing alone on a crossroad with you
my memory haunting me and nothing seems true
a cry with no sound a distant scream
mixed all together with my black and white dream.

The past has been lost and tomorow will find
a war that is waged for my own peice of mind
your blood has been shen drowning my soul
and my eyes do not see that my heart pays the toll.

My future is clouded within this strange daze
visions of nothing contiuously plays
the pathway is empty but I cannot move
I give all I can with nothing to prove.

The darkness has concoured the lights final glow
but my fight is not over the chaos wont slow
i wish i could feel you near me my friend
but for now i must wait for my battle to end.