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[evil-andy.livejournal.com]

http://www.writingup.com/blog/evil_andy
tell me what you all think. i'd love to get some feedback from yall

*You cut off my fingers one by one*

[jennybarnes12.livejournal.com]

Well erm i'm back on livejournal again but i don't see the point.
I can't remember how long i've been a member on here but i don't see the point in me posting comments and all that stuff. No one bothers posting any comments or anything on my posts or whatever they are. Maybe now that i'm going on this again and i right some stuff thats been happening to me over the last month and a bit then maybe people will help me.
I hope so...

i need assistance, please

[execute-me-666.livejournal.com]

im trying to keep my mind off this whole adoption/being lied to thing. does anyone have the links to where i can make my imaginary friend and also where i can get the room pictures or whatever so i can make my room pretty? and then also, where do i send them or post them or w/e when they are finished so they can be added?

thanks in advance.

<3 cecelia

ATTENTION RESIDENTS

[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

Calendar of asylum activities:
http://my.calendars.net/_asylum_

Residents
Please post your birthdays here :)

you can always see WHO in the staff is available by checking the calendar.
Ill be updating my times daily so you will know when you can get hold of me. the entire staff has access to do the same.

Always try Nurse eviltera first since she has let you know that she is amost always available for sessions....

we are here for you.
:)

FYI

[eviltera.livejournal.com]

I am available for counselling sessions from now until...well....all day and most of the night.

I will be in the common room tonight if needed, as well as on MSN and Yahoo if you guys need me or you can leave me a note in my inbox or, chat with me here.

(no subject)

[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

lily is NOT supposed to fall in love.... maybe its a phase...
FUCK!!!
someone hit me hard, maybe i'll come to my senses

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[http://users.livejournal.com/---scenedrama/]

i want to run, not for a long time, a couple of days is all. i'm going too when it gets warmer, when i can sleep outside without freezing.

i hate dealing with things, i know i should, i know running isn't the answer, but i just want to do nothing...

:D

[tear-glazed.livejournal.com]

hehe!! I made myself a new icon...

*runs away giggling*

hi all

[a-hxc-disaster.livejournal.com]

hey all,
i got my lip pierced on the left side
and i have pretty much moved out of my house
caleb moved out and i have pretty much moved in with him
which is awesome
we have been having mucho fun
we are getting xbox on the 14th
and getting a laptop next week or when the freak ever
so ya!
i am at Jons house right now with caleb
they are playing xboxb live
becasue we do not have any net
i have been well if anyone has wondered
so ya.....
anywho until again....
<3
CHARLOTTE

Lift your skinny fists like antennas to heaven

[succubus602.livejournal.com]

I haven't written anything in here in awhile, because...well...been busy I guess, but mostly, I didn't really think I had anything to say. But now, there's something that's been bugging me a little bit lately. Actually...not a little bit. A lot. More than it should, really, and people would probably think I was crazy for having a problem with it....but I do.
See, I have always been a very emotional person, and had very strong empathy for people...I always cried at movies, and when I saw something really sad, touching or otherwise emotionally jarring, I would cry instantly. I kinda liked that...it reminded me that I HAD emotions, and that I did care about things...and that made me feel like a better person, in a way. I don't know, maybe it's crazy, but it did. Besides, sometimes it feels good to cry.
Lately (about the past month or so), however...I can't cry at all. For ANY reason. I can feel like I'm going to, and I can want to, but...the tears never come. Just that stinging pain in my eyes, and then nothing. I hate it. It doesn't really bother me that I don't cry at movies and things...but it DOES bother me that when my boyfriend was very upset and HE was crying (he NEVER cries), I felt like crying so much, and I knew I should, but I couldn't. Not then, and not even after (usually, if I can't cry when something happens, I cry when I look back on it). I felt my heart break when he fell into my arms in tears, but I couldn't cry. And last night, he and I talked for hours on subjects very very close to my heart and that I ALWAYS cry about...but I couldn't cry then either. Not a single tear.
At first, I thought maybe it was because I was finally happy after all the crying with Andrew...but that doesn't explain why i can't cry when I'm NOT happy. The only other time in my life where I've been unable to cry was when I was still taking my antidepressants.
I don't know why this is happening, and I don't like it. I don't feel human. ...Of course, I never feel human, but...I don't know...I feel so cold. I know I have feelings, but I hate that they can't come out. I don't know, is it wrong of me to be afraid that i can't cry? Should I just be happy? Rah.