surreal

[dissociatedmind.livejournal.com]

This dissociation is really getting to me.
Everything that I used to know as real is now completely surreal.
This, as well as my dissociation of mind and body is just completely putting me into a state of non-being, as far as I'm concerned.

I feel like my character and identity is just... gone.
I still put up an ersatz one, but how long can I keep up this charade?