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So I've been really depressed lately and I haven't been able to sleep. Like right now, I should be sleeping, peacefully for that matter. But I'm not. I have so much on my mind. I am going to need to wake up in just 6  hours and do a whole lot of house work and I know I'm not going to get much sleep tomorrow night / tonight because of the Muse concert. I actually feel like I'm going to puke. I don't know whether that's from my nerves or from the antidepressant I started today. It could also be from the dizziness I am experiencing. *Sigh* I just want to be sleeping. But I am restless. Even when I do manage to sleep, it is never great. I am always tossing and turning and I have been getting these really bad nightmares. I never used to get nightmares. It sucks. Just thought I'd share that.