Poetry Time Again

[joepagan.livejournal.com]

A dance, showing who you are.
A moment in time, locked inside.
A place called home, far from here.
An island, locked from the tide.

Why did it have to be Winter?

A glance, showing the star.
A time where we were all forgot.
A race, hurrying nowhere in pain.
An inside pain, forcing the plot.

Why did Winter pass in summer?

I have seen things afar.
I have touched so little by my hand.
I have known peace and violence.
I have hated things about my land.

Winter was a good, friendly season.

I have done such evil and mar.
I have given little love and such.
I have left so little to par.
I have taken and stained so much.

I was fond of Winter, I wish I had enjoyed it more.

Now I stand, noting my isolation.
Now I see, self desolation.
Now I know, connection is becoming immortal.
Now ready, too late, holding my toll.

I hoped to be brother to Winter, to be Summer.

Inside, I think I will try.

never again

[lithiumhart.livejournal.com]

im closing my eyes soo hard right now...fighting every tear back...
i see this girl in my head. im standing there bitter, sad, depressed, and alone...im shaking my head..
no no no no no
biting my lip deep with blood and eyes filled with tears....
no...
she is crying and reaches foward trying to touch my arm...no no no
im backing away. walking backwards. no
never again...