2006-05-01

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What Emotion Are You?

You are Loss.Your life defines tragedy. You have experienced great hardships on an unimaginable scale and it has jaded your view of life.
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What kind of heart beats in you?

Dying Heart

You have no idea why you are here on this worthless excuse for a planet. You feel you are a lost soul never to be found, never to be truly loved. You may have had a trace of happiness in your heart as a child, but so many things have happened up to now, that slowly, you have been drained to nothing. The few friends you have know barely anything about your personal experiences and you want to keep it that way. You may wish to end it all, but hopefully you will give yourself and life many chances.
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What element would you rein over? (For Girls)

Goddess of winter, with a cold exterior but deep down a warm, caring heart.
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Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: Billy Talent- Red Flag

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Sometimes it feels like the whole world is swirling around me. So many things going on. So many things that I have do. Get scholarships, get loans, write my research paper, do my homework, do my chores, be respectful, don't mouth off, do this, do that, don't do this, don't do that. AHHHHHH! I just want things to fucking stop. I don't want to go forward in time. I want to stay here, right here, right now. I want to be able to just be on the computer, watch tv, listen to music, play video games, and write. But I can't stop the flow of time. Most times I do want to go forward, I really do, but it's scary. I don't know I'm just babbling.

I have a new book idea. Who knows if I'll follow through.

I don't want to wake up tommorow. Not that I wanna die. I just don't want the sun to rise.

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I use to come here a long time ago...and now I'm back. I hate dropping my burden on strangers' shoulders, but I have no one else to talk to about my problems. I don't want to trigger anyone, so please don't read on if what I post could effect you.

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GUESS WHAT!!!!

I found Molly.

Molly was the first Precious Moments doll ever given to me when I was a very little girl. My father worked for a woman named Mrs. Mashaud. This woman was eccentric, weird, beautfiul, and she had a talking butler statue. She paid my father extra money, gave my brother and I presents, and took care of me when I was at her house. One day I came home and there was a bag for me. It was from Mrs. Mashaud and inside, was Molly. I remembered that my eyes had found Molly on one of Mrs. Mashaud's shelves and I told her that I liked her. Well, there's more to this story than a little girl getting a doll she liked from a nice old lady. My father then told me that Mrs. Mashaud had gone crazy and they took her away somewhere. Mrs. Mashaud was gone, and she had given me Molly...in fact...a box came later with all the rest of her wonderful dolls inside.

Thank you Mrs. Mashaud, where ever you are.

-hugs Molly-

Current Mood: anxious

greetings

Um, hello *waves nervously* I'm new here, I'm not too good at these introductions. I'm James and right now the world feels like a big stupid game and I don't want to play anymore so I'm going to hide out for a bit, go with the flow and see what happens. I like hugs so feel free to hug me or ask for hugs ^_^