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[ennuigoddess.livejournal.com]

I use to come here a long time ago...and now I'm back. I hate dropping my burden on strangers' shoulders, but I have no one else to talk to about my problems. I don't want to trigger anyone, so please don't read on if what I post could effect you.

I am pretty suicidal right now...I keep surfing the internet because I am afraid that if I stop, I will find a way to kill myself.

I could go into the reasons why, but it doesn't really matter anymore.

I wish that there was some shread that I could hold on to, but I feel myself slipping away.

Nothingness would be good.

I hate myself.

If you had the heart to read this, thank you.