Sep. 7th, 2005

[identity profile] forest-nymph-3.livejournal.com
I've had this dry patch around my lips for a few weeks now, and just tonight my mother got me to put some anti-swelling liquid thing on it. It looks like it's working but it FUCKING STINGS!!!! And I have to keep puting more of it on!
I'm so desperate by now....I've looked like I had a kool-aid stain around my mouth....I just want it to go away! But it's prickly and stingy! grrrr....

I'll find a few pics of me to post later.....

:(

Sep. 7th, 2005 01:51 am
[identity profile] tragic-blood.livejournal.com
insomnia sucks


can i have a sleeping pill or 6???

y?

Sep. 7th, 2005 01:55 am
[identity profile] tragic-blood.livejournal.com
how come i can never get in the coomon room??? you guys hate me i think

*storms off and slams the door to my room on someons hand*
[identity profile] draco-lily.livejournal.com
*runs down hall way straight jacket straps flapping behind*

"NEED SEDATIVES!!! NEED WARM CUDDLY PEOPLE!!!!CUDDLE ME!!!!!"
marty left me for that filthy cabana boy again!!!free pallet in room 23 but he may come back!
craves affection, human body warmth....
*whispers*
and sex!!!!
[identity profile] myownincubus.livejournal.com

Okay, I cannot jump on the bandwagon. I have no new pictures of my horrid self.
I feel all left out. - cries emotionally -

I can't wait until I am done PMSing.

[ Nurse Lizbeth ]

[identity profile] staindglasstear.livejournal.com
Due to some unforseen circumstances I need a place to stay either in Chattanooga, Nashville, or Atlanta for a month. Anyone here live in any of those areas and can help a girl out?
[identity profile] staindglasstear.livejournal.com
Things are not going well. I'm freaking the fuck out! Pieces are falling and I'm not sure if I can glue them together.

Riddles. That's a good way to describe my life. Full of riddles. I never have been good at figuring them out.

I just don't know what to do anymore.
[identity profile] stillbourne.livejournal.com
The last empty room is Room 86

anyone want to claim it?
[identity profile] forest-nymph-3.livejournal.com
I have a flower in my mouth..... :D  wild huh?
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My Turn!!!

Sep. 7th, 2005 02:27 pm
[identity profile] foreversad.livejournal.com

I am following everyone else, and posting some pix of myself. . .

 

 

 

proceed under the cut )

[identity profile] brokenrose86.livejournal.com
i really think it is time for this community and i to part ways. this is not meant as a slight to the moderators, so please don't take it that way. i just don't think i quite belong here. no hard feelings, honest. but i just don't feel comfortable here. then again, i didn't feel comfortable in the real mental hospitals, either. i wish everyone the best of luck, with all their endeavors.

vaya en paz, con amor y la luz de vente mil estrellas.


cassandra
[identity profile] draco-lily.livejournal.com
Twenty-twenty-twenty four hours to go!! I wanna be sedated
Nothin' to do no where to go-o-oh!!! I wanna be sedated
Just get me to the airport put me on a plane!
Hurry hurry hurry before i go insane
I can't control my fingers i can't control my brain
Oh no oh oh oh oh

Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated
Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated
Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated
Ba-ba-bamp-ba ba-ba-ba-bamp-ba I wanna be sedated

i was high and thought he was saying i want a piece of date bread....
i have no idea where that come from
I NEED SLEEPY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and cuddling!
[identity profile] maideleh.livejournal.com
A girl from the Depression community I am in here on livejournal posted last night that she was going to kill herself and that it was her goodbye. Naturally, everyone jumped up with loving comments and pleas that she call a hotline or an emergency room. No one has heard from her since. I'm very very worried. Frantic, nearly, in fact. I want to find this girl and hold her and assure myself she is alive and well, but for all I know she isn't.


Amazing that I can be so concerned for a stranger's life when I spend so much of my time thinking of ways to end mine.





[{x-posted in my personal journal}]
[identity profile] silveredsins.livejournal.com
I'm new here and I don't know what to say.

-sighs-

I thought I'd do what everyone else was doing and show a pic of myself.

Pic )


Heh.

-Artemis
[identity profile] maideleh.livejournal.com
Ladies and gentlemen, I have proof that the aliens are coming. For behold, upon my own left arm....



A FLYING SAUCER!! )
[identity profile] draco-lily.livejournal.com
Well, staying the weekends/spending time with lizbeth is the only thing thats keeping me sane, and not last monday but the one before i skipped school because i was having massive cramps, worse than what normal girls go through. no big deal. of course my fucking dickhead brother gives me a lecture about being responsible. yeah hes a good one to talk, adn i skipped tuesday because i was trying to find clean clothes, and i missed my ride so now my parents have grounded me, and i can see/talk to nurse lizbeth...... ive cried more tonight than i have in the past year.
i truly hate my family i can not wait until im 18 then im out of this hell hole
god i hate my fucking brother.
[identity profile] myownincubus.livejournal.com

[ Nurse Lizbeth ]

[identity profile] maideleh.livejournal.com
In lue of some unfortunate and distressing events in another community, I would simply like to express my deep gratitude and appreciation for the members of the Asylum. You guys are wonderfully friendly, polite, supportive, and kind. I can only consider myself fortunate for having found you.

love forever,
Kristina <3
[identity profile] draco-lily.livejournal.com
if i dont update anymore im sorry
ive lost sight of long term goals and i want this shit to end.
just know i love you guys.

envy

Sep. 7th, 2005 10:13 pm
[identity profile] tragic-blood.livejournal.com
i hate this girl at work becuase hr boyfriend is perfect.

i think heather needs to give me a love cookie....

new therapist on monday... new meds im sure.....

im freaking out though.... panic attack all day long... one constant attack... GAH
[identity profile] tragic-blood.livejournal.com
86 is mine!!

*brings in a comfy chair and a blanket.. and my chest of pills*

Eh

Sep. 7th, 2005 11:23 pm
[identity profile] donrufie.livejournal.com
I've given up on friendship for the most part. It always comes back to hurt me. No matter how much I love a person, they always hurt me. Most of my "friends" have given up on me anyway. So I guess I'm just returning the favor. I have to talk to my therapist on friday... that should be interesting. Especially since I've gotten so much worse since the last time we spoke (the time I told her I was feeling suicidal and she said just to ignore the negative thoughts...)
I go to a support group on wednesday nights, and I was trying so hard to bring up my own issues, but instead just sat back and listened to everyone else talk about their own. I do that. I'm spineless like that.
And I'm afraid to bring up anything that's wrong with me, because I have been told (frequently) that I like about it, not to mention I do it for attention and I enjoy feeling miserable. Maybe I do, maybe I enjoy suicide attempts too. I wonder if they thought about that -.-
Seriously, though, whenever I tell the people who really need to hear it, I get negative feedback. I paraphrase: this sucks.

[edit]
Speaking of which:
I told a friend of mine I was feeling depressed.
His response: Remember, it's down the road not across the street.

I needed that tonight. Really.

*curls up in a corner with my Bullwinkle J Moose stuffed animal*

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