OH MY GOD........im cazy....!!!!!!!!!!

[viciousromantic.livejournal.com]

ISNT IT NICE? THAT I AM A SLICE OF DEPRESSION AND A VILE OF SICKNESS, IM CRITICIZED. IM A DARK PERSON, I CANT ACT NICE ENOUGH TO "NORMAL" PEOPLE, I LIKE THE SICKEST THINGS, I THINK THE THINGS EVERYONE ELSE IS HORRIFIED AND DISGUSTED BY ARE KIND OF FUNNY......SORRY THE CAT MADE A FUNNY SCREECH SOUND.
i get mad at the dumbest things and lose my mind when i feel insecure, i dont want to take care of anyone not that i have to though right? blood, violence and pain, creative self injury, breaking things, throwing things at random targets (so you better get the fuck out of the way when im pissed and there are throw-able objects around. screaming and cursing at peopole making them mad or flat out hate themselves then i feel like i accomplished something, paranoia is just apart of my being, hate is not that big of a deal.... right now, and i AM capable of loving you can ask my fiance HAH!
all this isnt even the half of it! damn it! and im not even like this half the time.... ok then again ill just say that i am sometimes mistaken for a normal person. and the way i write on things... shit! paper rips and can be lost or misplaced and i dont want my writing or thoughts to get away,
Ok sex... im just a freak there, i dont have it all the time though, just create situations related to it and maybe everything to do with it, nothing wrong (depends on what you consider normal though) 
i feel lost and dont know where to go in life and i have a condition in my eyelids (really cool though) where sometimes rarely my eyes will sort of bleed if i get so mad and my blood pressure gets high enough, so i cant get all teary eyed in front of too many people, im insecure and paranoid like crazy at times and im depressed though no one can see it in terms of sadness, im very smart, though lately i dont know what is wrong with me, i feel stuck overwhelmed and my brain is grinding when it used to just sail, frustrated and tense,  though i havnt had any out bursts yet or any thoughts of rage or urges to rape and ravish the household of its security and comfort as well as normality though that left the minute i learned to speak. what is happening to me?
its not just a nick name anymore. growing up with a nickname like that just creates a standard of lunacy for you i suppose if that makes any sense, might as well change my name to the fucking word.
i feel as though i didnt even touch the points i set to make here. typical

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[onewho.livejournal.com]

I am self promoting myself from being an inmate to a Doctor.

If anyone has a problem with it state it now, or forever hold you pease.

Gah

[deorcfata.livejournal.com]

*staggers down the hall towards the kitchen* *teary eyed* *searching for something...and at the moment its all the food she can get*

I CANT STOP EATING.

I FEEL TO FUCKING NUMB.

NUMB BMUN

Gah i love Thrax, but I feel so numb to everything else.

(no subject)

[rottenpeices.livejournal.com]

I started the bandwagon so hop on its rightful owner. MORE!!! Better quality bitches.

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=22336021&friendName=Eli&Mytoken=20050907234018

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Boredom...

[istealboyswings.livejournal.com]

No one online. Bored as hell. I wish everyone hadn't moved away for college. Makes me feel like a loser, being stuck here and working.

...

*slinks back to her special room and her book with a resigned sigh* Ooh, Diana Wynne Jones, how I love thee...even if I can't spell her name properly on my first try...

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[tear-glazed.livejournal.com]

Is it just me? Or does it seem like EVERYONE is frustrated and pissy right now... EVERYONE seems to be going through some sour, stale bit of life right now.

Interesting. I wonder if the stars have anything to do with it.

To my non myspacers

[rottenpeices.livejournal.com]

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pink is SO in right now

[domocles.livejournal.com]

You're the Pink Panther. Suave and sophisticated,
you enjoy your superiority and your natural
grace. Though to some, this attitude makes you
appear arrogant, most people are attracted by
it rather than turned off. You especially enjoy
being in the social spotlight. It just doesn't
get any better than this.


Which famous feline are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

if i HAD to be a blonde, i'd be kathleen turner in a white fedora

[dangerbaby3000.livejournal.com]

thought you kids might enjoy this:


so my ma started having terrible migraines, with signs of stroke (that's not the good part, i'm getting to that), so her doctor prescribed her this narcotic (i don't remember what it was called).

anywho, my brother, boyfriend, mother and i were sitting around in her living room, trying to get her to take one of the pills (she was scared to take them cuz she is pregnant), and finally she takes one. we continue chit-chatting and she continues to try to convince us to go get her some cheesecake from this restaraunt, but we are trying to get her to eat a little bit healthier for the baby's sake, so we continue refusing.
we're laughing about this and that, laughing harder when she tries to sneak in another request for cheescake, and suddenly she's laughing so hard she has tears in her eyes. next she's just plain crying. we all stop with the jokes and just kinda watch her.

"i don't know why i'm crying!" she says in a half-laugh, half-sob. "i just want some cheesecake." now she's obsessed.
suddenly, she stops crying, sits back on the couch, and very seriously says, "okay, i'm never taking those pills again. i'm slooooowing down. i feel funny." then she's laughing again at one of our jokes, and here comes the tears.
she asks my brother to go get her some cheesecake, and when he refuses, she lets out this pathetic, hurt-sounding "jesus christ, are you serious??" none of us can stop laughing, and my mom is so fucked up on this one little pill and she's laughing/crying with us...

ah, drugs and nutty mothers

I think we all need a healthy dose of Ativan

[staindglasstear.livejournal.com]

Patients are getting upset again. Please calm down. Everything is going to be okay. No one is trying to be the authority. Most everyone agreed that a moderator was needed so that wandering crazies could be banned.

This is a place to vent, scream, cry, yell, talk, chat, whatever. Nothing changes that. We are all friends here.

I think everyone in here agrees that we are all equal. No one is better than anyone else and no one is more important. We all have our problems or we wouldn't be part of this community.

Please everyone calm down. I don't like confrontation. I don't like the fights or the name calling. It upsets me to see this.

That is all I have to say. I hope that everyone remains calm.

Peace love and happiness.

(no subject)

[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

I have pulled myself out of this black hole that I have fallen into long enough to explain myself. In my second to the last entry I sounded like a whiny bitch who didn’t get her way, but the truth is, I’m not upset about being grounded as much as having to be stuck at my house with my parents….. my father is physically abusive to me, he has put me in the hospital , when I say abusive, I don’t mean just shoving me around, I mean actually knocking the shit out of me. My mother is a very intelligent person, and that’s not good because she is the queen with mind games, she is sick in the head and hates me completely for some unknown reason. She is all together the epitome of a bitch. So my only solution lately is staying with Caitlin (nurse lizbeth) and now my parents have taken that away. And on top of all that we have Wonder Boy here to save the day! OH fucking joy!!!! My brother is a complete and total dick. He is the one who told my parents I skipped out on school. Yeah, he also is the little shit who said that if he would have ever tried skipping school he would be grounded for a semester. He tries so hard to make himself look like an angel when in all actuality he is a demon. He also thinks he’s my father. Telling me when to go to bed and shit. I’m 17 I think I can make that decision on my own. He thinks he’s such a bad ass because he went to Afghanistan. I hate him so much…
But I don’t know…..

Progress So Far...Still a ways to go

[scryptic.livejournal.com]

( Read more... )

Heya

[scryptic.livejournal.com]

* A soft rumbling continues to spread throughout the asylum, not unlike that of an earthquake but with curious voices and shrill cries growing from whispers to ear menacing tones...THE GUMMI BEARS CHARGE THE HALLS IN EXCITEMENT!!!! Scryptic has come to visit. *

(no subject)

[undivinemartyrx.livejournal.com]

hey sorry with school and all i haven't been able to hang out here as much as i used to during the summer, anyway how is everyone?

Load it up and kill one.

[splitpeach.livejournal.com]

I need to cut. Like, it BURNS in the back of my mind.

Anyone have an extinguisher?

Love match?

[deorcfata.livejournal.com]

( Heidi is scorpio, Thrax is Taurus )

(no subject)

[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

OK, site work happening *right now*

if you need me, Im *in* my office:

AOL IM me
ghouliegirl0

(no subject)

[missdisney.livejournal.com]

I seriously think the world is slowly coming to an end.

Oh well...

( She don't say a word, and she won't say a word, until you kiss the girl. )

Me a Pisces and Dustin a Taurus.

[myownincubus.livejournal.com]

Romantic Compatibility

Provided byAstrology.com

Pisces & Taurus

When Taurus and Pisces come together in a love affair, it's generally a happy union. They are two positions apart within the Zodiac, and such Signs tend to have karmic ties and a deep empathy for one another. While Pisces is idealistic, dreamy and impressionistic, Taurus is more down-to-earth and practical. They're both nurturers, however, and both prize harmony and stability in a relationship.

These two Signs have much to offer one another. Taurus can provide the grounded approach Pisces needs to put all those dreams into action, and Pisces can offer the kindness, gentleness and sweet sympathy that Taurus so loves in a lover. At times, Taurus can't understand Pisces's seemingly simplistic life view; in reality, of course, Pisces isn't simple at all. Still waters truly run deep, in this case.

Taurus is ruled by Venus (Love) and Pisces is ruled by Jupiter (Luck) and Neptune (Illusions). When Venus and Neptune meet, a beautiful spiritual connection is made. Both of these celestial bodies vibrate with feminine energy. Together, they represent an idealistic relationship which borders on the divine. Jupiter adds its masculine energy to the combination; this Planet represents philosophy, expansion and excesses. These two Signs together can produce the kind of union both dream of; it may seem like heaven on Earth to both. The downside? This kind of heady, dreamy connection can be rooted in just that -- dreams, illusions, fantasy.

Taurus is an Earth Sign and Pisces is a Water Sign. These two Elements are generally quite compatible, as both Water and Earth are tangible, physical entities. Taurus can help Pisces stabilize their sensitivity, and Pisces can bring a touch of magic to Taurus's practical approach. They should take care, though -- too much of a good thing can turn Earth to mud. Taurus could tire of Pisces's emotional instability, and Pisces may in turn feel that Taurus is insensitive to their needs. The good thing is, it's generally easy for them to find a way to overcome their differences.

Taurus is a Fixed Sign and Pisces is a Mutable Sign. Where Taurus is steady, stubborn, practical and focused, Pisces likes the feeling of moving from one thought to the next according to fancy. Taurus's rigidity can hamper Pisces's flexibility; Taurus will need to learn to let Pisces flow. As a gift in return, Pisces will be a very supportive and loving partner. Pisces can show Taurus that mutability is sometimes better than a fixed determination to do things one way, and one way only.

What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Pisces relationship? Their different emotional natures complement and harmonize with one another very well. The overall empathy and commitment these two Signs value in a relationship is what will keep the ties strong and long-lasting between the Bull and Fish.

Choose two signs to check their compatibility

$Select a sign AriesTaurusGeminiCancerLeoVirgoLibraScorpioSagittariusCapricornAquariusPisces $Select a sign AriesTaurusGeminiCancerLeoVirgoLibraScorpioSagittariusCapricornAquariusPisces

Mew...O.o

[succubus602.livejournal.com]

Hello...
I realized today that as long as I have been around the asylum, I have never actually said anything to anyone besides the random comment from time to time...and I think that has to stop now. So...I'm saying stuff now. Yep.
First of all, you guys are amazing. I love every last one of you, just from the bits I get to see of you in here, and I can only hope you'd like me too if you ever got to know anything about me. I don't know if you would...most people seem to be afraid of me...I don't know why...but still, if you ever need me, I will always listen. No matter what it's about. You can leave a message here, or email me, whatever you need. I'll do my best to help, or just to listen. Oh, and I'm in room 81 if you wanna come visit...well, I was told I was in 81, even though the map says 78...maybe it's both...I'll let Patrick have one of the rooms. =) You guys would like him. He's nice. But yeah, I should be in 81, and if 78 ends up being someone else's, Patrick will stay with me...he doesn't take up much space. :P
So yeah...um...I guess there are just a couple of things I wanna get out because they've been weighing on my brain and I need to stop thinking about them.
( Stuff.. )

Bah, I was gonna say more, but now I feel weird for whining, so I'm gonna shut up. Umm I guess I'll just leave you with some pictures, since that's what everyone else has done...so please, try to keep the comments from being too harsh...I'm fragile...
( eep )

Karma keeps coming to bite me in the ass!!!!

[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

after that entire psychotic ordeal, my mom guilt tripped because my dad hit me again, so w/e and shes letting caitlin come over saturday so i dont break down and freak the fuck out like i was.
life is slowly looking not so bleak

(no subject)

[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

oh yeah
if possible watch comedy central presents mitch (hedburge?!?!) and Dane cook
both are genuises and i love them i could watch them over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and *breathes deep*
over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over

why ???

[tragic-blood.livejournal.com]

you know what... i do know what i want in that someone special..

1:understanding (i have been through a lot of shit.. i need them to acept that )
2: they need to be there for me when i need them to be
3: they need to be able to play Eric Clapton's "Wonderful Tonight" on guitar so they can sing it to me
4: he must tell me that i am beautiful every day and look like he means it


he could be a she as well.. i dont care...

takers?

(no subject)

[maideleh.livejournal.com]

I am so scared and I don't know what to do. I am so uncertain about everything. I am terrified. If he loves me, how can he do this to me?



(FYI, he is not dumping me. or cheating. it's much worse)

NOTICE!!!!!

[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

has anyone seen my imaginary pet ferret?
weighs about 11 1/2 lbs (hes sensitive about his weight)so hes not hard to catch he doesnt run away more like waddles like a duck trying to hold number 2 in, is blind in one eye and can't see out the other, has a peg leg, missing an ear, has a nub for a tail, has half of his fur burnt off on the underside, has no teeth, smells slightly of rotten bologna and stale peanut butter, and answers to the name of Lucky,
hes my best friend so if you see him grab him, or let me know please
im in room 23
I MISS MY FERRET
*curls up in corner and cries*