(no subject)

[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

OK
click here to see the asylum this for
http://www.perfecthell.com/jen/stuff/asylumsofar.gif

If you cannot zoom in on your browser, right-click and save it to view in a graphics program.

Im working on a better web-freindly version

this thing is so massive.....
much like a real asylum ;)

now that rooms are assigned, I can figure out links and web-friendly stuff and etc....

getting there...
more soon.

(no subject)

[stetnee.livejournal.com]

I cant remember a time when I truly believed in God. I was raised Christian, went to church (not regularly, but enough) and was always told God and Jesus were watching over me in heaven. I always pictured God in the traditional sense - the big bearded man without a face on the magnificant throne, watching over the whole world from the clouds. But I never believed without a doubt that he was real. There was always doubt. I am easy to believe things, and very few things shock me, but I am a sceptic. I usually want to be proven of things with some sort of evidence. There are lots of things that have happened that can be explained as works of God, and sometimes I think that there is a god. Or gods. But there is always that little bit of doubt.

I wish I had the confidence that some of the people I know have. I wish I believed like they do. I wish I had that confidence that there was someone watching over me all the time. I wish I knew without a doubt, that there was someone who loved me absolutely unconditionally and was alway there without question. I have thought that about some people, but they loved conditionally and eventually left. I would give anything to feel that though and be right about it.

BTW, I think I can be untied from my bed... the urge has passed... for now...

(no subject)

[maideleh.livejournal.com]

Well, I've just written my college admissions essay. It is about my 4 year old sister Hanna and i think it sucks pretty badly. If anyone is extremely bored and would like to read it and tell me what you think, that would be really nice. <3

( Essay )

Yay!

[ravenreese.livejournal.com]

I love that so many people are posting pics!!

BTW - Room 44 is mine bitches!!

(no subject)

[undivinemartyrx.livejournal.com]

well in a half hour i'm leaving for the first day of my senior year, have a good day people

Okay...

[therivernews.livejournal.com]

Since everyone is doing it...

Here's what I look like... just an old bear... 54... and not as young as I used to be...LOL

( Me )

Now you can laugh okay... LOL

be well,

Mickey

pictures i guess

[tragic-blood.livejournal.com]

everyone is posting pictures of themselves... so here i go i guess

( peaches n crean skin with blue eyes and fucked up hair )

ok all done :)

OMG Pics!

[istealboyswings.livejournal.com]

Because I like jumping on bandwagons (they so fun to fall off of!) heres me:

( OMG Nightlight Fun! )

Bwa hah hah run and hide little ones! She DOES bite. Preferably into a taco, but still...

(no subject)

[staindglasstear.livejournal.com]

( picture of moi )

I'm back!

[ecchi-chan.livejournal.com]

After several, several weeks of escape, I have returned. Damn the guys in white coats for finding me and bringing me back. ^_____^

I had a great time on vacation, and in truth, wish it never had to end, but life doesn't like me so well, so I am back to reality. I hope everyone was well while I was gone. I'll be doing some serious reading later tonight to catch up on the past month and half worth of posts - wow, that's a lot of reading. Okay, so maybe I'll just go bak a week instead.

HUGS to everyone. Now where's Heather and my cookie? XP

Room Assignment Update

[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

OK, there are only 6 rooms left...

Room 40 is now icon_empyrium's
Room 74 is now ecchi_chan's
Room 75 is now badbois_bitch's (whom I expect to post an intro post so everyone can say hello!)
Room 76 is now eurythmic_queen's


Now I KNOW I missed someone.
please dont hesitate to scream NOW if you need a room.
If you dont see your name here:
http://www.perfecthell.com/jen/stuff/dr/asylumsofar.gif
I dont have you signed in.
please rtell me if you dont see you on here.

(no subject)

[fairyfromhell55.livejournal.com]

I found out something interesting the other night. I wasn't even aware that I could do this either....

So if I get really stressed or really emotionally pained or my heart hurts and all I can do is cry....or all of the above....I go into a sort of panic/anxiety attack and my throat starts to close up.


Sort of annoying, if you ask me.

I just didn't know I could have any sort of unconscious attack like that.


learn something new everyday don't we....

Frustrated and Sad....

[ravenreese.livejournal.com]

So I joined an add me community and posted some info about myself. Just for fun. Some jerk told me that I don't need to post that stuff cause I am 26. Umm...now that I'm 26, I don't have likes and dislikes?

Why are people such jerks? I mean, I know that LJ pretty much allows its users to be anonymous, but it still hurts when someone is mean to you. I got my feelings hurt by an anonymous jerk.

Buzzing the Nurses Station

[staindglasstear.livejournal.com]

Since everyone is putting up pictures can we have a picture gallery? Not sure how much work would be involved in that but it sounds fun.

I love my nurses!

The picture thing

[dementedheather.livejournal.com]

Yes, I'll tag along

Here are pictures of ( me )

Have fun!

(no subject)

[http://users.livejournal.com/--piratexamanda/]

she used to feel like the world was perfect...

that she was made for this.. she was ment to be here.

... there was never a grey cloud in the sky.


she was beautiful...

he made her feel like a goddess.

the world made perfect sense to the girl.
she felt warm inside, she felt amazing
everything fit...
it's falling apart

now she sits on the bathroom floor, struggling to remember what it felt like to feel.
staining the floor with her blood.
flooding the room with her weak crys and hollow sobbing.
slicing at the skin they once called perfect.
clawing at the face they once called beautiful.

she wanted the fading scars to slice open.
she wanted the world to forget her.
since it seemed like that was happening all along.
she was one of the forgotten, a blip in the radar, a skip in the song they listened to the moments they spent together
she was nothing.

She sliced and sliced and it wasn't enough.
it will never be enough.
and now my hips show that i cannot feel.
I don't know how to feel.

//jumping on the bandwagon//

yeah.. i decided to let you in on a little secret.. this is what i look like.

( i don't want to show my face around here anymore )

(no subject)

[aiuna.livejournal.com]

Hi, I have been gone for a while but I'm back now! Sort of. I just moved into a dorm and started school and so I will probably be busy.

Anyone have any weird dreams lately? I like to hear about strange/scary/funny dreams =)

I had a dream that I met god and he was a cowboy riding a horse.

Everyone has such nice pretty pictures and so I thought I would put one of me as well.

( meeeeeeee )

help me

[carrion-heart.livejournal.com]

There's a beautiful girl working at an EB in a mall near me. I want to talk to her in the worst way. Also, i'm in serious need of a playstation 2 controler.

I tried so hard to leave the house today. i even got as far as sitting in my car with the keys in the ignition... but my heart was beating so hard, I was breaking out in a cold sweat and i was getting so nautious that i was on the brink of just passing out.

I used to travle there and back twice a day to drop off and pick up my ex but now i can't even make one trip. something very wrong happening to me

(no subject)

[happynekko.livejournal.com]

Thank you to everyone who wished me luck and crossed their fingers for me on my interview.

I had it this morning and I ended up being about 15 minuest late becuase a bus broke down in front of the apartment complex's road so i had to go all the way down to the traffic circle and around. >_< Not the way I wanted to start out my day.

But the interview itself went well, I thought. The woman I interviewed with was very nice and told me a lot about waht this jod would have me doing. I'd be supporting three different departments, helping getting together a company newsletter, making travel arrangments for the head of one of the departments, working with excell and powerpoint, making sure people's training was getting filed correctly, helping prepare for audits, doing other reception work ect, ect.

It actually sounds kinda neat. Putting together the newsletters and posters for the audits lets me be creative ^^ and I can finally utilize some of my writing that I went to school for.

She has two other people to interview this week and then she would like the person she likes the best to come in and talk with the other two department heads just to be sure that they like him/her too. So hopefully if I get this job I'll be starting the week of the 19th.

I still need all the luck I can get. Not only do I NEED this job...I WANT this job.

**keeps fingers tightly crossed**

Copy Cat

[revoltedhorror.livejournal.com]

Well...every one else is doing it...and I think I'm one of the only faceless one's left. So here goes...

( I am not Faceless )

Pah

[deorcfata.livejournal.com]

I had a horrible dream last night.. : /

I was in this asylum, but it was weird. All the girls and boys lept in the same room, but in different beds of coarse. We had one director/psychiatrist. Everyone was super mean to me except this one boy, who had a crush on me. I told him I was in love with my boyfriend and no one else. He cried. I asked the psychiatrist when I would get out, and she said in 36 days. But, it was the begining of Dec. and I wasnt done with school, and im supposed to be finished in the end of Dec. So I started wailing, and crying, and screaming.


I also realise [this isnt apart of the dream] that I have a different personailty for all of my friends. I mean they're all mine, but I have different ones. It really sucks actually. : /

Me.

[night-pegasus.livejournal.com]

Everyone else is playing this game so I'll play too.
This is me.

( Read more... )

Nervous....

[ravenreese.livejournal.com]

My hubbie is off talking to the Director of the Education program about me quitting. I chickened out and told him I couldn't go, so he went for me. I am so nervous and I don't know why. I mean, it's over, right? What am I afraid of? But still, the butterflies are doing a conga dance in my tummy. I hope he gets home soon.

(no subject)

[http://users.livejournal.com/-shevian-/]

New Name. Same Shevian.
Sorry, but is it too late to change the name on my cell 83?

OMG!

[night-pegasus.livejournal.com]

OK, now if anyone has seen this loose in the Asylum I'm gonna start locking my door at night!

SAVE ME!!!

http://xo.typepad.com/blog/2005/07/worlds_ugliest_.html

This is the scariest thing I've ever seen.

On the plus side it made all my problems seem tiny and pathetic!

*hugs*

the ribbon on my wrist says do not open until x-mas

[domocles.livejournal.com]

*walks into room 11, sits on the bed, and rocks back and forth*

(no subject)

[http://users.livejournal.com/-shevian-/]

I heart CC!
( Read more... )

Here's some pictures I thought you guys would enjoy.

[dead-immortal.livejournal.com]

[These are all from last year]

( Read more... )

And...that's it.
We were pretty fucked-up last year.
This year I'm on pills and haven't cut since April.
Hmmm...

Picturesssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[admit-it-.livejournal.com]

yay...i love seeing pictures of everyone. I guess its my turn:D

( Resident )

You Guys Are The Best

[happynekko.livejournal.com]

You really are.

I love you guys

**BIG community group hug**

For now, I have to reamaine one of the faceless ones....maybe if I get this job I'll get myself a camera ^^

(no subject)

[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

*escapes from room, runs down the hallway screams*
MUST HAVE POPTARTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*hides in room 10 with jeezis*
"Can I bum a cigarette? Marty stole all mine!"

I thought you guys should read this....

[admit-it-.livejournal.com]

I posted this in the letterz community.....

Dear Christian:

I have decided not to care anymore. You fuck me over and you dont even care. This letter is pointless...I know when you come around again Im just going to fall at your knees as you lead me along for the millionth time. How dare you blow me off for three days and go over there and kiss her all fucking weekend...not to mention finger her. What the fuck is that? You are....such an asshole and I keep falling for the same lines. what the fuck?...i dont know what you want...I feel like my heart is always being ripped out of my chest.

FUCK! Godammit I'm such a fucking mess! No one fucking cares. Why? Why not? Even fucking Kevin is all on that...girl. Justin plays the same fucking game as you and Jerry might as well be a million fucking miles away.

FUCK THIS....I cant fucking take all this anymore. I think I'm falling into those familiar paths of self destruction again. I dont want to be that person. I dont want to be cold...I dont want to be untrusting. True fucking love man...from the fucking heart...THAT is what life is about. You all rip my fucking heart out and my parents pour the salt.

Fuck it all....I cant cope.





-----------------------------------------------

I just want your kiss,
I want to taste your finger-tips,
I want someone to miss,
I want to taste your lips,
trace the curve of your hips.

I want you to hurt like I do,
I wish you could completely assure me,
I'm tired and hungry and blue,
All you do is stare blankly into your tea.

My stomache is all in knots,
I know your leaving me,
Dont look my way when your heart rots,
Let me go away...leave me be.

Your holding her hand,
What about our connection,
Now that I'm sinking where is dry land,
Lost affection.


Love, Sarina

(no subject)

[blue-angel72.livejournal.com]

My pic,from Prom last year.It's the only one of decent size to post on here,as Photobucket is being an arse.
( Read more... )

*Hops on the bandwagon*

(no subject)

[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

anyone on here needs to go to the common room

My chest hurts

[agirl-gonemad.livejournal.com]

Because I ran nearly two blocks.

Full on running.

My lungs honestly cannot handle that. And I was wheezing when I was done.

But I was running from my life, and from a relationship that is too damned good for me.

People who are too damned good to me.

Get the fuck away. Can't you see I'm broken. Jesus.

why the hell do you love me?

Caitlin

(no subject)

[nonexsistent.livejournal.com]

I must say, I do like to put faces with the writing. Ive decided to do the same. Yes, I did cheat and edit my pics. Thats what I do.

( I guess I do exist )

(no subject)

[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

my tummy hurts
someone kiss it and make it better but be careful im still extremly horny.... mwahahahahahaha(Dr. Evil laugh)
being sexually frustrated sucks major ass

(no subject)

[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

is it easy to give a guy a boner? or am i just good like that?
biting is so hot....
if anyone has input please insert!!!
(that sounded kinky)
GOD I NEED TO GET LAID
lol

Come now...

[istealboyswings.livejournal.com]

Oh, come on! He's online as I speak. It's driving me crazy, that stupid little "online now! *radiate*" icon in the corner, because he won't answer the email. Since when did ignoring Rem become a past-time? It's not like I confessed my undying love, I just want to know how the new town is!

Maybe those darn San Fran girls have seduced him beyond any point of hope... No offence, San Fran people, but you're all too hot for your own good, or mine...and he fit's in so well with the beautiful people (yes, I know it's a horrible pic, don't shoot me, I didn't take it).

I think I've become starved for attention since everyone moved away, and I miss his the most *pouts*

A quote I think should be shared with Asylum Inmates, Nurses, Doctors all.....

[happynekko.livejournal.com]

"Sometimes the places where tragedies have happened are marked with visable scars. More often, when normalcy returns, only the most discerning eye or the most sensitive mind will know. This is the way the world is and must be; we cannot forever grieve over old wounds and ancient sorrows. New grass covers bare ground, and flowers come back in the springtime, no matter what has happened on the earch that nurtures them."

-Ann Rule