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[jeezis.livejournal.com]

fuck. where did my good mood go?


oh yeah, i'm broke. and lonely. and i need a girlfriend.

i think coffee laced with scotch and some pall malls are in order.

Boxes

[istealboyswings.livejournal.com]

*hugs her stuffed lion and sits with her back against the corner*

Woke up to find the walls bare and the box stacks higher than they were before. I had been dreaming about native boys and half-sunk cities and ice flows. Somehow mom manages to pack without waking me up. Of course, that doesn't do any good, because it's 3am now and I'm wide awake, not looking forward to going to work tommorow.

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[undivinemartyrx.livejournal.com]

*runs around in the halls screaming* I AM THE KING OF NO PANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


good morning everyone

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[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

Lookie: me :)

Saturday fashion show! (at cascadiacon)
dress design by tonyawinter

Fukk... I need to diet.
>:P

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[happynekko.livejournal.com]

Tomarrow I have a job interview. I'm really looking foward to it since it means I'm that much closer to landing something concrete and making money ahd having a purpose again.

Its a different place then where I interviewd last month, more office/clereical/admin support then what I would ahve been doing at Auto Use. Boring, maybe, but stuff I can do, and really good hours. Temp to perm.

I REALLY need this job. At $13/hr 40hr a week, I can't afford NOT to get it.

Cross your fingers for me, guys....I need all the support I can get.

Do we house robots? or should I leave?

[xkissxmexkillx.livejournal.com]

Sometimes I'm really left wandering if I'm human or if I'm just a mix of latex exterior and metal, wires, oil, and fluids inside.
I got scared yesterday lying in bed, because i couldn't feel my heart beat. I waited hours to hear a gear squeak, a spark snap, anything to happen that proves I'm not human, I'm not in this state I'm in.
Oh lord, someone help.

I'm feeling way too much, and not saying enough.

Some grafics for our amusement

[dementedheather.livejournal.com]

Here are two comic strips drawn by a friend. (it's the same one that drew the Heather comic if you remember... ^^)

1) ( WARNING: This comic contains explicit violence! )

2) ( Anti-Violence for a change )

Pics of the mad man

[rottenpeices.livejournal.com]

Ok people, to all of you whom have NEVER seen what I look like online I now FINALLY have pics on my space. CHECK THEM OUT if you so desire. But seriously, GO GO GO GO!! to the ladies...yeah, I'm the "bad boy"...lets not forget completely self absorbed and an asshole. Fellas, yeah, thats right....I can kick your ass. I have 3 old pics of me on there but the rest are all from last night. My icon is one taken at work and it had the most light.
http://www.myspace.com/e_84

E

ATTENTION

[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

Check your room assignments:

http://www.livejournal.com/community/_asylum_/983844.html

The site should be ready to view by this evening.

respond soon if you want a room
they are filling up fast.

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[stetnee.livejournal.com]

Please tie me down tighter... it hurts so bad and I might do something I wont live to regret.

Okay people, are you ready?

[ravenreese.livejournal.com]

Wanna know what I look like? If you have an intense fear of freckles or red hair, don't look :)

( Read more... )

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[domocles.livejournal.com]

bwahahahaha! i have electricity and....um....a clean room O.o

Crying...

[ravenreese.livejournal.com]

I went to the Walgreens down the street to get my second refill of my 450 mg dose of Wellbutrin. They wouldn't give it to me. They said the dose was too high. Mind you, I went through the same thing last month, and the doc called and fixed it. The pharmacy tech was a bitch, pure and simple. I tried to explain to her what was going on, and she didn't want to hear it. She just kept saying that it didn't matter because Avmed wasn't going to cover it. Then she said the doc would have to call every month to verify the dosage. Without insurance, the drug costs almost $200.00 dollars.

So I haven't gotten my dose today. My doc's office isn't open cause it's Labor Day. :( I left a message on his machine. The machine greeting said that I could call another number if it was an emergency. Is not getting your dosage of drugs an emergency? I hate calling docs on their emergencies numbers.

I'm a little jumpy. Remember I tried to kill myself on Friday. My psych doc doesn't know this. I was off my dose Wednesday and Thursday, on Friday and Saturday I took it, and I got half a dose yesterday.

I'm afraid I'm going to crash tonight while my hubbie is at work. I can feel my mood plummeting, and I'm afraid.

I need help...but I don't know where to get it.

Hahaha, the song title spells out F U C K, teehee...

[myownincubus.livejournal.com]

Artist : Bloodhound Gang
Song : Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo
Album : Hefty Fine

Vulcanize the whoopee stick
In the ham wallet

Cattle prod the oyster ditch
With the lap rocket

Batter dip the cranny ax
In the gut locker

Retrofit the pudding hatch
Ooh la la
With the boink swatter

If i get you in the loop when I make a point to be straight with you then
In lieu of the innuendo in the end know my intent though
I brazillian wax poetic so pathetically
I don't wanna beat around the bush

Foxtrot Unifrom Charlie Kilo
Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo

Marinate the nether rod
In the squish mitten

Power drill the yippee bog
With the dude piston

Pressure wash the quiver bone
In the bitch wrinkle

Cannonball the fiddle cove
Ooh la la
With the pork steeple

If i get you in the loop when I make a point to be straight with you then
In lieu of the innuendo in the end know my intent though
I brazillian wax poetic so pathetically
I don't wanna beat around the bush

Foxtrot Unifrom Charlie Kilo
Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo

Put the you know what in the you know where
Put the you know what in the you know where
Put the you know what in the you know where
Put the you know what in the you know where pronto

Aw. I am not evil after all.

[myownincubus.livejournal.com]

How evil are you?

[ Nurse Lizbeth ]

Mwahahaha....my hubbie foiled the insurance company.

[ravenreese.livejournal.com]

After I woke my hubbie up at 7:30 p.m., I told him what the insurance company was trying to do. After calling them and complaining that holding psych meds from a seriously depressed person with previous suicide attempts was like withholding heart meds from a cardiac patient, they caved. Apparently, the Avmed pharmacy people had screwed up the paperwork, then conveniently had the day off for Labor Day. Hubbie talked them into giving me two days worth of meds so that I would have enough meds till we straighten this thing out.

So I did get my meds today. Way late, but at least I got them.

I love my husband...

taken into perspective.....

[fairyfromhell55.livejournal.com]

Would you kiss me knowing that another guy has kissed me?

Would you touch me knowing another guy has touched me?

Would you run your hand across my back knowing that another guy has traced the outline of my spine with his fingertips in the exact same direction your hand always used to travel?

Would you be able to know that the guy was someone I love still....even though I love you....I still love him....and I got with them again....


would you take me back knowing that i love another guy...and it's not a distant thing either....i love him and i kiss him with love and hold him with love.....




yes....now how would you feel if you heard that? what would you do?

(x-posted)

Leave Your Inhibitions At The Door....

[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

i am really sexually frustrated right now
i want sex.........
argh i need a straght jacket
SOMEONE STRAP ME TO MY BED AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME PLEASE
*its only rape if theyre unwilling!*

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[maideleh.livejournal.com]

::hops on the bandwagon::



I decided to be a copycat and post pics of me here. I'm just posting
all of them 'cuz I'm lame like that so don't click the lj cut unless
you want to see like a bunch of pictures of a not-so-attractive girl.





( Camwhore! )

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[onewho.livejournal.com]

I wrote somthing about feelings of grandure a while ago... I just wrote this in my last entry in my journal:

(background: I moved to Illinios over the summer, but Im origainally from California. 2 weeks before I moved to College in San Francisco I had a brakedown and almost ruined my life.)

I just flashed back to a conversation I had with Jeff on Sunday. We were talking about fate and what if we were ment for somthing really big. I think Ive written somthing on here about this subject before... I cant put my finger on it, but I keep getting this feeling that my life is playing out this spacific way for a reason... My main example I gave Jeff was: The day I had my melt down, and got stopped by the police. If I hadnt been stopped I would have driven back to California. That was the only thing that stopped me. And I find it really weird that I was stopped for the stupedest thing too... Its too much to just be a cawincidence. Somthing was making sure I went home and ended up not screwing my chance of going to College. There is somthing here, somthing Im meant to do or learn, or somthing. I know I'll know what it is when it happens, but not until then....

I know in my heart and in my soul, there is some major purpose for me. Im going to do somthing, or be a part of somthing that is going to have a global effect.

ANNOUNCEMENT

[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

One more time.
CHECK YOUR ROOM:
http://www.livejournal.com/community/_asylum_/983844.html
(please be sure I did not double you with someone else unintentionally.
Our asylum is HUGE. I need everyone to be sure their room is in working order)

Room 73-76, 78-82, 84-86 are OPEN.

They will be given to the next people to respond or those newly acquired to our asylum.

Thanks for your patience.
This web site is massive.
Im doing my best to get it up ASAP.