Sep. 3rd, 2005
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Sep. 3rd, 2005 04:54 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
*waves*
just felt like saying hey to everyone
just felt like saying hey to everyone
Sharing a song
Sep. 3rd, 2005 01:52 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
to all those who have lost a friend that way...
You disappointed me
I'm ashamed of what you did
Annoyed at everything
I am sick of thinking 'bout the consequence
The ignorance, the selling of your soul
And the snake you feed at your breast
What God do you believe in?
Why - Do you let the world squeeze you dry?
Why - Do you offer more than your heart?
Why?
BLOOD CELL TRAFFIC JAM
BRAIN CRASH ACCIDENT
AND I FEEL I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF MY...
BLOOD CELL TRAFFIC JAM
I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM
I AM FEELING
LIKE IN THE MIDDLE OF MY...
I didn't need a spy
You didn't wait 'till it got dark
For your own suicide...
I am sick of thinking 'bout the consequence
The ignorance, the selling of your own soul
And the snake you feed at your breast
What God do you believe in?
Space, that breaks with every word you say
An avalanche I can't survive...
You disappointed me
I'm ashamed of what you did
Annoyed at everything
I am sick of thinking 'bout the consequence
The ignorance, the selling of your soul
And the snake you feed at your breast
What God do you believe in?
Why - Do you let the world squeeze you dry?
Why - Do you offer more than your heart?
Why?
BLOOD CELL TRAFFIC JAM
BRAIN CRASH ACCIDENT
AND I FEEL I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF MY...
BLOOD CELL TRAFFIC JAM
I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM
I AM FEELING
LIKE IN THE MIDDLE OF MY...
I didn't need a spy
You didn't wait 'till it got dark
For your own suicide...
I am sick of thinking 'bout the consequence
The ignorance, the selling of your own soul
And the snake you feed at your breast
What God do you believe in?
Space, that breaks with every word you say
An avalanche I can't survive...
A few thoughts.....
Sep. 3rd, 2005 03:40 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
I use this oommunity to vent my fears, sadness, frustration, suicidal feelings, etc., pretty regularly now. Sometimes I feel terribly guilty about this, and I'm not quite sure why. Sometimes I feel ashames for posting really depressed entries, and once again, I don't know why.
Regardless, I would like to say that I think that this is the best depression community on LJ. Seriously. I tried out a few LJ depression communities before this one, and I didn't like them very much.
But everyone here is so kind. Everyone always has an encouraging word for those of us who are in need. Thank you.
I'm spending a lot of time on LJ today. My hubbie works nights and sleeps days, and I'm trying to keep the bad feelings at bay long enough that he can get 8 hours of sleep. I may have to wake him up though, we'll see.
Thanks everyone. :)
Regardless, I would like to say that I think that this is the best depression community on LJ. Seriously. I tried out a few LJ depression communities before this one, and I didn't like them very much.
But everyone here is so kind. Everyone always has an encouraging word for those of us who are in need. Thank you.
I'm spending a lot of time on LJ today. My hubbie works nights and sleeps days, and I'm trying to keep the bad feelings at bay long enough that he can get 8 hours of sleep. I may have to wake him up though, we'll see.
Thanks everyone. :)
and I just noticed....
Sep. 3rd, 2005 03:58 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
I don't have many LJ friends. Maybe it's cause I'm depressing?