asylum_online | Sep. 2nd, 2005

Sep. 2nd, 2005

maideleh.livejournal.com

PotterHeadPride=me
MorningFrost85=friend of 7 years, patrick.

MorningFrost85 (1:12:43 AM): do you know y i never like you to say you're sorry?
PotterheadPride (1:12:49 AM): ..no?
MorningFrost85 (1:13:07 AM): because you never do anything that would make me believe it
PotterheadPride (1:13:25 AM): ...I am a terrible person.

Why don't I even have the decency to die?

draco-lily.livejournal.com

Something/someone in my room is no letting me sleep, seriously.
something kept playing with my hair so i ponytailed it back, then things keep touching/poking/carassing me and i finally gave up, i had enough time for one dream which was FUCKED up...ok im staying the night at nurse lizbeths (myownincubus) house this weekend, but in my dream she was staying with me and it started off everyone was STONED off their asses we just finished smoking a Joint or two, and so like a friend of hers and his friend were there too, and they were outside Grilling on the bbq at night (?) and lizbeth is asleep in the basement, and her mom comes over!! al the way from mitchell!! so i run downstairs and wake her (and like she knew her mom was coming to check on her too!)up dunno why i wake her up, and in my dream my mind was displaying things like i was high, and we go in my room and start making the bed i dont know why, i wake up and am like WTF?
anyway its like 4 in the morning and im gonna try to sleep in the living room instead of my room hopefully that works even though i need to be awake in 3 hours anyway
Lots of love to you guys....
WHO EVER IS OUT THERE AND NOT SLEEPING, FUCKING LOSERS
jj

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Eulogy, Tool, I heart maynard keenan

scryptic.livejournal.com

I don't think people realize the desperate situations going on in the world today.

And they happen daily but because they don't happen TO people, rather BY them they go reasonably unnnoticed and ignored.

Think about animals, those in the wild being killed for entertainment, fashion accessories and other money making schemes.

Also, lend your brain to the dire aspect of animal shelters and what conspires within them. I have countless examples of animal cruelty and neglect I could site. These animals are not only left tied in backyards while family's move away, or on road sides because they're sick and can't be afforded medical attention but merely because they are born most are destined to die young. The irresponisble nature and coldhearted way of man disgusts me. A 3 year old puppy gets euthanized because...well, he was too energetic for the family's liking. A dog was left chained in an alley on a meter long leash for weeks as maggots ate away at it's living skin rubbed raw from the metal. Imagine if we treated humans with such abandoned neglect!

There are organizations that aid animals, cheaply funded and mostly volunteer. Now some of these are corrupt as they come and even after the animals have been through hell they put them through far worse by beating them, putting puppies in cages with known fighting dogs and having them attacked without regard. Being beaten into submission, made to feed of rotten food and dirty water, ect.

If you do have a shelter near by, or know of one please look into this shelter and what kind of shelter it is...corrupt or genuine. Help in any way you can either by adopting a pet, volunteering to walk the dogs and play with the kittens ect, or even donating a little bit of cash. I know, I know, the world has more important things to worry about and it's hard for most humans to look beyond themselves when it comes to need but this is not asking too much.

We are the reason these domesticated animals are born and bred, we have a responsibility to ensure that because of this they stay safe and loved, wherever that may be.

And in regards to the wild animals there are organizations built for their protection as well. We owe them the respect that in all truths they were here first, it is their land. I know we can barely respect each other but the wildlife is many a mind purer than any human being.

Just, please, if you can help out in some way, do...It breaks my heart that this happens and we can't stop all of it at once but you can start by helping save one.

These people willing to do such things to animals will find their karma fitting, this I know. Yet, until they do nothing will change unless we as a society start to realize that there are more than just our superficial or human issues to deal with. We are not the only ones trying to live.

* There are even good comms on LJ in regards to such things with all the information you need such as shelter info, transportation, adoption, corrupt shelters ect. Please take the time to look into these by doing a search on 'pet/animal rescue, animal cruelty' ect.*

I wanted to post pictures but what I found still has me crying.

happynekko.livejournal.com

**Kicks HTML knowledge to the curb**

Orignally I had a post here with all sorts of links to varius sites that offer hurricane releif, and do you THINK any of those links came out as I wanted?

No!

To save people's eyes (and whats left of their sanity) I deleted the post and will be working on doing a new one later this afternoon.

My apologies to anyone who had to read that strange drabble...

**bangs head on keyboard**

little-lottie.livejournal.com

i think i broke my eyes

i have been reading a lot these last few weeks since i got the reading list for my new course and i think its breaking either my eyes or the part of my mind that my eyes are joined to: this morning, admittedly not quite awake with eye still full of sleepgunk, i went to the bathroom and i swear a black moth flew out of my underwear. i didnt see where it went but i couldnt look very hard cos of the only being semi-conscious, as far as i know it disappeared. how could a moth have survived the night in my pants? thats so unlikely. why would i see moths flying out of my pants? special first thing in the morning visions.

i was dreaming last night again. i was walking down the road with johnny depp and elijah wood and we were looking for the room 4 art class. elijah looked sulky and johnny was messing around and touched my boob. back at the dorm place rachel from friends finally got together with gunther. in art class we had to make models of little towns. i think watching "the island" warped my mind.

draco-lily.livejournal.com

I’m completely a livewire right now because I rock! My parents are psycotic and not the good type either, but somehow i pulled out of my ass being able to go and stay w/lizbeth tonight YAY for me....
i hate this school sometimess
i love you all

draco-lily.livejournal.com

loveless, left for nothing
youve touched me deeply,
but it goes unsaid
unrealized, underminded
controlled emotions held by chains
only to be broken by your next glance,
sickeningly fallen for your spell,
your simple song that has bound me
controlled my thoughts but
has yet to be spoken,
only looks reveal the truth
of your trail of broken hearts
shed tears, and wasted cries
unheard by your redirected thoughts
eyes turned inward, only seeing what lies
for you, and noone else
you dont see me, oblivious to the outside world
catered to your needs and petty wants,
still i crave your smell, the taste of you
just to walk beside you
i would give the heart from my chest
just to have you stomp your cloven hoofs
hang my halo around your horns
keep it there for the viewing of your imps
shall they respect you more?
or is the love of an innocent enough for you?

Current Mood: drained

ravenreese.livejournal.com

I washed out of school. I couldn't do it. I stopped taking my meds after feeling like shit for a few days cause they weren't working anyway. Tried to leave this morning to go commit suicide. My husband stopped me and called my parents. We had a nice little intervention. I am so pathetic. I hope my friend Julia doesn't read this, but if she does, I'm still alive.

Current Mood: depressed

night-pegasus.livejournal.com

Katrina, what a bitch that was!

Okies, I was thinking and does anyone wanna do anything to help with this?
New Orleans is in tatters and people are dying. What can we do?

How about putting our creative juices to use?
Could we do art work n stuff and sell it in auctions and donate the money to help buy medicine and supplies for those poor people?

I'm not wanting to get into a political debate but Bush doesn't seem to be doing a hell of a lot to help these unfortunate people. I know its not just the people of New Orleans that need help but its a starting point.
I'm in the middle of getting ready to move house as I've split with my fiance right now but I wanna make a difference to these poor people. A few years back in the UK The North of Scotland was hit by really bad storms and my home town was underwater for a long time. Luckilly I lived on a hill with my friends so we were all ok but the town was a mess when the waters receeded. Now this wasn't as bad as a hurricane but it was amazing to see people suffereing adn working together for the greater good.

What do you guys think?

Just a passing though, seens as how I'm on my ass doing sweet FA all day and night.

*hugs*

Please feel free to delete this post if its inappropriate.

xkissxmexkillx.livejournal.com

I'm asking everyone to please steer clear of my room for the next few days. My medication doseages have to be increased, and until they do, I won't be the social serial killer you all know of me.

Has anyone seen my teddy bear? The doctors may have taken Mr. Fluffykins away.
Can someone find him?
I'll kill someone and make Mr. Fluffykins a wife out of your organs if you don't find him.

Bye bye.

night-pegasus.livejournal.com

I hope this doesn't upset anyone, I just needed to vent my creativity in the form of a poem about my disturbing dream.

It is quite upsetting and I don't want anyone to read it if they think it will upset them, so its going behind a cut.

( Read more... )

scryptic.livejournal.com

The stuff is moved and I'm spending my first night in the new place tonight.

Now I can nest my little heart out. :P

As I said I won't have comp access up there but I'll catch up with y'all when I can.

Take care.

jeezis.livejournal.com

*pokes head in door*

*creeps back to his old room*

*sneaks in and shuts the door like nothing ever happened*

*brews a pot of coffee and lights a smoke*

spooky-sez.livejournal.com

Thanks to my meds I don't have anxiety as much as I used to. But that means that when I do it feels worse than it should because it's a shock to the system.

It's not been working as well as it has been when I first started. I'm on 20mg. Everyday before I take them I think to myself "Should I cut one in half and up my own dosage, just a little bit?"

I don't want to because I don't want to fuck around with them. I have an addictive personality, especially when it comes to little pills. I haven't been screwing around with these ones. But I feel like I need I higher dosage.

What should I do?

Current Mood: slightly distressed

night-pegasus.livejournal.com

I'm in the common room if anyone is interested.

mistresspaije.livejournal.com

IS ANYONE ELSE AS DISTURBED BY THE NEW ORLEANS SITUATION AS I AM???????

Every day the news gets worse. Total chaos in the streets (er streams, rather). People shooting loved ones over bags of ice, or food. Childeren getting sick and dying in their parent's arms, that is, if their parent's survived. Bodies piled up on the streets like garbage. All the while, Condi Rice is enjoying a Broadway show and a fucking shopping spree, DICK Cheany still on vacation with his mouthpeice stating, "we can't say when he may return from vacation".

People are dying like dogs, from hunger and lack of medical attention and supplies, in one of the most powerfull and rich countries in the fucking world!!!!!

If I wasn't so poor, myself, I would be down there doing whatever is needed to help those souls devistated by this cotasrophe. I can't read another fucking article about this without bursting into tears. This is what I've been having nightmares about for the past two months!! Now, it's come to be and I want to help. Not just by dropping ten bucks into some charity that may or may not get to them.

Today, I saw two men fist fighting at a gas pump. One man had his children with him, and they were screaming and crying in their carseats. The price of the gas was $2.79/gal. Everywere else in Tn is at least three dollars or more.
I've never been so scared in my life for the fate of our nation and it's people. I fear chaos nationwide due to inflation of gas and food prices. I have to say that I have never been more ashamed of my government before in my life. I feel the deepest sympathy for those overseas who call Louisiana, and Miss. home. Could you imagine being in the middle of a war, and getting the news that your whole family, friends, and anyone you knew at home may be dead or dying on your home soil? I couldn't.

This desperate feeling of hopelessness may spread. But, we, as a people, not just Americans, have to do something about this ourselves. Because it is painfully obvious that our government is not willing to do shit for it's loyal, taxpaying, citizens.

docwebster.livejournal.com

Hello, patients one and all. I'm Doctor Webster, and I'm in charge of the weekly music therapy sessions. It's so wonderful to see you all here, and I do hope you'll enjoy. No fighting in the back, please. I'm sure you don't want Nurse Heather to be cross.

There will be those gathered in The Common Room, of course, and I will be hosting chat as well in #RadioNosferatu on Undernet IRC.

I'll be providing info throughout the evening on how and where to donate, that sort of thing. As always with this flippin' talk-over-the-stream plugin, if it makes my machine lock up, I'll be right back as quickly as possible.

Tonight's main event will be the remastered "Tales Of Mystery And Imagination" by The Alan Parsons Project. It's based on the works of Edgar Allan Poe, and will be run (of course, since it's about Poe) at midnight eastern.

Dialup, I'd go with the Low feed. DSL and above, I'd try the high feed first.

You can also use RealPlayer 7 and above, as well as (as far as I know) Windows Media Player 9. As far as WMP goes, I haven't tried it with any of the earlier releases.

The absolute best way to listen in, at least for me, is to find whatever command your player uses for Add URL or Open URL, something like that.

With Winamp, it's Ctrl-L and you cut/paste one of the two addies in, hit open to exit the URL window, and hit play. You should be good to go from there.

If you want to make requests, go to http://rhis.2ya.com and off on the left hand side of the screen is a link to PlayList & Requests. Go there, click on the style of music you want, click on the Request link by the song you want and hey presto.

Anyway, let's do this thing.

low

http://callahans.seanmcpherson.com:10000/listen.pls

high

http://callahans.seanmcpherson.com:11000/listen.pls

http://rhis.2ya.com for reqs

The main stream is on 24/7 and I'll be simulcasting on that as well tonight. Folks can get to the main feed by going to http://www.radionosferatu.com and hitting the Jack In link.