Jul. 2nd, 2005
my fuckin' alphabet
Jul. 2nd, 2005 01:24 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
B. Bleeding- something i do almost every day
C. Car- i should hopefully be getting one this weekend
D. Dangerous- most of the things i do
E. Exhausting- how i am in bed ;)
F. Fuck- just fuck
G. God- is dead and you all know it
H. Horny- not to be equated with love
I. Inebriated- what i desperately want to be right now, and always
J. Joke- what so much of this life is
K. Kisses- i love 'em
L. Love- what i am looking for, and apparently in all the wrong places
M. Man- yeah, i am one of those
N. Norns- if you know what they are you'll laugh
O. Oppressive- working in this humidity
P. Pall Malls- the cigarettes i love
Q. Questions- i have so many
R. Regrets- i have so many
S. Sex- what i sorely lack at the moment
T. Trivial- what most of my thoughts are
U. Urinating- in the grass whilst i smoke and talk on the phone, several of you know i do this
V. Venerial diseases- all of which i lack!
W. Woman- who i relate to so much easier than men
X. XXX- most of the shit on my computer
Y. Young- what i am, and yet i feel so old
Z. ZE4420US- my laptop
My Alphabet
Jul. 2nd, 2005 03:22 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
A. animals - I LOVE ANIMALS.
B. blood - the only substance that weilds unlilting obsession over my being.
C. control - I constantly demand this ability.
D. death - I've been saved so many times...
E. excessive - because I am about nearly everything.
F. fucktards - the govt. (plus, I use that word all the time)
G. guarded - because I always am.
H. holy - I like to surround myself with holy objects.
I. intense - because I am.
J. jesus jokes!!! hahaa
K. karma - ever mind the the rule of three.
L. laughter - I could not live life without it.
M. mental diseases - I have too many.
N. nuerotic - because I am.
O. O face! - haha gotta love Office Space.
P. peanut butter - oh my, taste the goodness!
Q. quiet - for the two months wherein I did not speak.
R. riot - because the last word was quiet. And Quiet Riot is the shit.
S. sex - my addiction.
T. tango - my strange love for tango music.
U. uvula - because everybody loves their gag reflex.
V. vandersauce - hahaha!!! 'Tis an inside joke between me and Marc.
W. Wicca - my highly revered religion.
X. Xavier - what I intend to name my next male character.
Y. yellow - because it used to be my favourite color. I don't play favourites anymore.
Z. zenith - because it is just such a cool word.
Wow was that uncreative haha.
He apologizes at all the wrong times.
Jul. 2nd, 2005 05:45 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
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Jul. 2nd, 2005 07:02 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
OK, so I was more than a little... naughty. and havent been eating at all for about a week, so I was forced into the table-thingie again. (do I need to post a pic of the table again?? didnt think so...)
but, Im back now and noticed a wohle lotta new faces!
Yay!
New
( clickie to get your schedule!!! )
![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
B: Brilliant.. you know I am..
C: Cunt... what I'm for..
D: Disturbed. Some think.
E: Empty... some part of me is...
F: Fucked up.
G: Guilty, of dragging people down.
H: Hell.. where I belong.
I: Incapable of getting over me.
J: Justified in nothing that I claim to be.
K: Knowledge, it doesn't save you.
L: Losing what's already lost.
M: Mind. Me. The cause of all my problems.
N: Necrosis of the soul.
O: Obscure reasoning.
P: Pathetic excuses.
Q: Queen of all things broken...
R: Reclusive...
S: Sexually warped.
T: Trust long murdered.
U: Undercurrent of passion.
V: Volatile behavior.
W: Wicked desires.
X: Roman numeral 10.
Y: Yearning to be real.
Z: Zeroed.
heh.. that was fun.
Love of Your Life
Jul. 2nd, 2005 08:18 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Remember me ?
Love of your life.
My eyes downcast,
I am whispering my secrets
into the air
where they are forgotten.
Overlooked.
Love of my life
I know you
I love you
We are shattering my heart
together, and apart
My pain breaks me down.
And all you see are tears.
So many tears.
They pour out my soul
and when overlooked
it is torn to shreds.
My glistening cries for help
or attention
my need to be loved
fall from my eyes
in droplets,
that you overlook.
Pass me along
to my next rejection
I know you wish me
away from your life.
Deep inside
you scream me away,
your thoughts introduce me
to my next fatal downfall.
Tolerate and pity
the love of your life.
You once adored,
and now leave me
tattered and rejected
to find my own resolve.
To hate myself
on my own,
without your condolences.
Love of my life,
keep me safe.
The love of your life is drowning
in her own sea of words.
[ Lizbeth ]
mep mep mep
Jul. 2nd, 2005 08:30 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
1. Cher
2. Tina Turner
3. Celine Dion
4. ABBA
5. Boston
*cringes* There I feel better now.
COPY CATTER DIRTY RATTER
Jul. 2nd, 2005 09:47 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
A: ass, a new form of lovin'
B: bronx, where bobby darin is from. who is bobby darin, you ask? some old singer
C: crotch. yep, guess what's on my mind!
D: dangerbaby. the best name ever made in the world.
E: elephantitus. hehehe, eewww!
F: freeman. i hate how that sounds, but its me
G: gah! what i said when my cat gave birth to a faceless kitten
H: hell. where the vet that stole Faceless Jones from me should go. bastard.
I: idiots. all of 'em
J: jerk off...go ahead, do it
K: kisses. i love them
L: long. nice and long
M: mustafa. the name i call the stock guy who wants to get in my pants
N: no fucking way. that is how i feel about the stock guy.
O: ostracize. someone should ostracize the Princess and get her to close her legs. no more abortions for her!
P: you down with OPP!?
Q: queer. funny ha-ha or funny queer?
R: rock you like a hurricane!
S: sex. in 2's and 3's
T: tara, the name of god. okay, it's me.
U: uterus.
V: vagina.
W: wet. yes, that is really all i'm thinking about
X: seX
Y: y aren't i fucking right now?
Z: zealot. of the dirty kind. what is that? ahah
well that was a whole lot of fuckery...
cool cool cool, cool places with you!
Jul. 2nd, 2005 10:11 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
the first one was born WITHOUT A FUCKING FACE! it was soooo freakin awesome. of course it was a stillborn, so we put it in a plastic sandwich baggie, and i stuck it in the freezer, so i could take pictures of it later, and post them for the morbidly curious. well, that is, after i learned how to "get a picture hosted" and whatnot.
anyway! to make a long story short, my mother told the vet about Faceless Jones (what i named my faceless retardation) before she had to take miss kitty in to get a labor-inducing shot, so they told her to bring it in so they could look at it.
THE MOTHERFUCKERS KEPT IT! THEY STOLE FACELESS JONES FROM ME!!!!!!!
WHO THE FUCK ARE THEY TO TAKE MY FUCKING KITTY? DEAD OR ALIVE, IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER, IT WAS MINE!!!!!!!
i was seriously sooooo fucking pissed. motherfuckers. it was so awesome looking i wish i could have at least taken it's fucking pictures!