since everyone else is doing it

[stetnee.livejournal.com]

A: Angelina Jolie... girl is *hot*
B: bitch. sometimes called this, often call it
C: cut. what i want/have to do when i get really upset.
D: dogs, i love them!
E: everyone... loves you when you're bi ;)
F: Family Guy, best show on Adult Swim
G: gregarious. i am when i am not depressed.
H: heartbroken. always.
I: internet... i live here.
J: Jacob Jeff John. the men i have loved.
K: kitty. my baby.
L: love. i want it to last.
M: Mom... best ever
N: necrosavant. my love.
O: orient. i am obssessed.
P: pain. i seem to be made to feel this.
Q: quizes, love to take fun quizes
R: Rosencrantz... and Gildenstern
S: stephaney, my name
T: Tybalt, the firey
U: ugly. i usually feel this.
V: vagina... i have one!
W: why? - always a good question to ask
X: xmen rule!
Y: Y do we do this?
Z: ziggy, cool guy who made sex-ed funny as hell

♥a-Z♥

[tinyevilfairy.livejournal.com]

A- Is for my name, Alyssa. Or alien, which I am.
B- Is for Beautiful mind. The one I got.
C- Is for Charles. Brandon Boyd's middle name.
D- Is for David. My perfect brother.
E- Is for Elliot. The boy inside my mind.
F- Is for Fred. Who makes me think Ill thoughts.
G- Is for Garret. My long-term crush.
H- Is for Home. Where my heart is.
I- Is for Insane. What people tell me I am.
J- Is for Jerk. What I think of most people.
K- Is for Kill. What I would never do to my brother and only him.
L- Is for Lost. Lost soul, I am.
M- Is for Mother dearest. The one who crushes my dreams.
N- Is for Nick. The keeper of my wild heart.
O- Is for your Opinion on me. Keep those to yourselves.
P- Is for Police. They'll never find me or my hubby.
Q- Is for Quest. I have already taken.
R- Is for Rabbit. Thats what I am.
S- Is for Saint. My mother says she is.
T- Is for Truth. What you won't see in my eyes.
U- Is for Under. Thats where I am put.
V- Is for Vampires. Thats one thing I am not.
W- Is for Wake. I never sleep.
X- Is for one of my favorite shows. The X-Files.
Y- Is for Youth. Which my doctor says I will never lose.
Z- Is for Zachary. The boy I once killed.

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[myownincubus.livejournal.com]

It has happened at last.
My long awaited misery.
Thank you for
that loving performance.
I brought you pain
in return for your happiness
and you finally caught on
and I cared too late.

Well, there it is. The end of another relationship I fucked up. Considering I feel like my heart has been literally ripped out of my chest, I might not be updating for a while. Then again, maybe tomorow I will. Just letting you all know.

[ Lizbeth ]

Because everyone else did it and now I feel left out

[carmineclover.livejournal.com]

A is for Apathetic, the way the world treats me
B is for Big Breasted, an unfortunate curse
C is for Courtesy, the world lacks it in droves
D is for Differences, what no one seems to want to have anymore
E is for Elephantitis of the nuts, I just watched the breakfast club yesterday
F is for Freedom after eighteen years of mormon slavery
G is for G.I.R. the awesome evil sidekick to ZIM!!!!!
h is for Heather....my real name don't laugh
I is for Indigo, a groovy color
J is for Junkyard Wars, a show I despise
K is for Killing people, sometimes you just have to
L is for Libation, a drink for the dead
M is for Money, I finally have some
N is for Nothing. Who gives a shit about that letter?
O is for Openminded, Nobody is anymore
P is for Pissant, A great name for assholes
Q is for Queen of the Universe....at least that's what my husband thinks
R is for Rent....don't have to pay it. YAY!!!!!
S is for Smart-ass, If you don't think I'm one yet, just you wait till the end
T is for Thoughtless...I couldn't think of a word
U is for Unfortunate....It's unfortunate you had to read this
V is for Vivacious.......who actually knows what that means? *raises hand*
W is for Wench, I am one...what of it?
X is for Xylaphone...didn't you ever have those alphabet cards? Geeeze..
Y is for Youth, it never lasts and it's wasted on the young
Z is for Zim.....yes I love him too.

This looks like the popular thing to do at the moment, I'm bored, so I'll give it a whirl.

[mercedes-zuberi.livejournal.com]

A is for Arawn, the Welsh god of the Underworld.

B is for Blodeuwedd, a beautiful Celtic goddess.

C is for creativity, something many people don't posses and don't think is necessary in life.

D is for Druids, the cool and frightning leaders of the Celts.

E is for Eate, the Basque god of fire and storms.

F is for freedom, something that slowly stripped of us, going out of control before we notice.

G is for guns, my love's passion.

H is for hate, something I strongly feel, unfortunately.

I is for intelligence, something our modern society seems to lack.

J is for justification. Do not get mad or hate without it.

K is for kinky sex.

L is for lillies, one of my favorite flowers.

M is for making love.

N is for Nathan, my love.

O is for the Otherkin.

P is for Pagans, people I love, respect, and admire.

Q is for the Queen. I wish I were British.

R is for Ragnarok, also known as "Doom of the Gods" and Gotterdammerung; the end of the cosmos in Norse mythology.

S is for Scandinavia, where most of my ancestors hailed from.

T is for Tyr from Norse mythology, the boldest of the gods who inspires courage and heroism in battle.

U is for Ur, the Basque personification or spirit of water (I'm a scorpio, water element, so I like this deity).

V is for Valhalla, Hall of the Slain, in Norse mythology. It's the hall presided over by Odin where the Valkyries bring half of the heroes that died on the battle fields (the rest go to Freya's hall Folkvang). These heroes are prepared in Valhalla for the oncoming battle of Ragnarok.

W is for Wales, where my family actually owned a castle in the 1100's, which is now crumbled and in decay in the hands of the Welsh government.

Y is for Yggdrasil, the Norse tree of life.

Z is for Zuberoa, the Basque counterpart of Basa-Jaun, the Lord of the Woods.

Yes, I'm a bit of a mythology freak.

Do Your Pick Up Lines Suck?

[scryptic.livejournal.com]

Well, these guarantee you have a 2% chance of getting laid. ;)


http://www.pickuphelp.com/

I guess I should try...

[damaged-hair.livejournal.com]

 

A is for Asshole. Don't ask.

B is for Beauty. Something that I really don't have.

C is for Chocolate. My favorite candy.

D is for Death. It's all around me.

E is for Ecstasy. The only drug that I have been offered (so far)

F is for Fuck. Don't ask.

G is for Gabriel. Someone who broke my heart.

H is for Hellfire. Part of the name of a game that I used to play

I is for Isolation. A state I remain in often.

J is for J. T. LeRoy. A very good author.

K is for Kamikaze. A word I learned this year.

L is for lust. A "sin"

M is for Marilyn Manson. One of my favorite artists.

N is for Nietzsche. A lovely philosopher.

O is for Otep. A really awesome band and person.

P is for Panacea. Something that I don't think will ever exist.

Q is for Quetzalcoatl. An Aztec god.

R is for Rose. My favorite flower.

S is for Soliloquy. Most of my conversations take place in this manner.

T is for Tower. Something I'd like to live in.

U is for Ugly. Something that I am both outside and inside.

V is for Velvet. I hate it.

W is for Water. I love it.

Y is for Yawn. Because for some reason it is contagious.

Z is for Zoe. Don't ask.

 

STOP!!!!!!!!!

[scryptic.livejournal.com]

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[shevian.livejournal.com]

"Ever pop coke in the mainline? It hits you right in the brain, activating connections of pure pleasure. The pleasure of morphine is the viscera. You listen down into yourself after a shot. But C is electricity without body and without feeling. The C-charged brain is a beserk pinball machine, flashing blue and pink lights in electric oprgasm. C pleasure could be felt by a thinking machine, the the first stirrings of hideous isect life. The craving for C lasts only a few hours, as long as the C channels are stimulated. Oh course, the effect of C could only be produced by an electric current activating the C channels...
"So after a bit the channels wear oout like veins, and the addict has to find new ones. A vein will come back in time, and by adroit vein rotation a junky can piece out the odds if he don't become an oil burner. But brain cells don't come back one they're gone, and when the addict runs out of brain cells he is in a terrible fucking position.
"Squatting on old bones and excrement and rusty iron, in a white blaye of heat, a panorama of naked idiots streches to the horiyon. Complete silence- their seech centers have been destroyed- except for the crackle of sparks and the popping of singed flesh as they apply electrodes up and down the spine. White smoke of burning flesh hangs in the motionless air. A group of children have tied an idiot to a post with barbed wire and built a fire between his legs and stand watching with bestial curiostiy as the flames lick hid thighs. His flesh jerks in the ire with insect agony.
"I digress as usual..."

Benway- Naked Lunch:: William S. Burroughs

i said i would cave in .. i caved

[tragic-blood.livejournal.com]

a: is for apathy.. of which i am full of
b: is for boys.. who i like 1/2 the time
c: is for cutter, which i am
d: is for disturbing , which i am
e: is for ecstacy, my favorite drug
f: is for failure with relationships, self explanitory
g: is for girls , which i like the othe 1/2 of the time
h: is for house fuckers... even though im not one yet .. well not really
i: is for include me please
j: is for jack ass , everyone i know
k: is for k**** my last name
l: is for love... *HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA*
m: is for megan... thats me
n: is for noose, wish they would let me have one
o: is for orange juice, i like it
p: is for pewnis, which are fun, if not very ugly
q: is for queen of something... just not sure what
r: is for razor, mi have hundred in my drawer
s: is for sexually frustrated.. anyone wanna help
t: is for touch me, i feel so numb
u: is for underwear, which im not wearing
v: is for vain, whioch is what everyone i wwent to high school with was
w: is for watertown, where i live
x: is for Xander,... my fav name
y: is for y the fuck did i actually do this
z: is for zoo.. i like the zoo

Little Girl

[scryptic.livejournal.com]

Ever since I can remember I have known I was destined to write.

Corny as that sounds I'll explain why and maybe it won't seem so glazed a statement.

Having two older brothers to grow up with it's fair to say I had a lot of time to myself when I was very young. They were buddies and I was the sister, a girl. Regardless, before I even bothered to make friendships in life I found a great friend in my imagination. I could go anywhere, be anything, sure I was in Australia but I was also a Sprite in 'Rock Fern' (apparently a very big forest), A dancer on many stages and just about every animal there is in any jungle I could fathom. My favourite and most used being a lion, a friendly one like Casper...I think my name was Peppy.


It sounds funny, I know, and to think about such things now forces part of me to chime in with my adult nature expressing how infantile it is to even admit these things. Yet that kid is still somewhere in here so we type on.

Through my adolescence and the constant chemically enhanced state of mind I found comfort in I stumbled across the scary part of my imagination where my skin would boil as I sat and building tips would point at me, friends would turn into animals far uglier than Peppy and worlds would collide. However, this was strictly chemical and something I gladly left behind before I found myself signing my rights away in a ward of sorts.

Even before the life forming teenage years and after when I was put out into the 'grown up world', every time in between around and beside, that little girl's imagination has followed me like the loyalest of four-legged friends just setting out for the first walk of the day. (Through 'Rock Fern' perhaps?)

Today it is still strong. I can be anywhere doing anything and my mind will just wisp away or bring me short visions of things bearing obviously, and sometimes hopefully an untruth.

Walking down the road a little goblin pounced on my leg and disapeared before my eyes set on him. The sky will be clear but in those precious split seconds my mind lets I may see a huge bird or a crow sail overhead. There are the negative sights I rarely see or hear but because I know where it comes from I can laugh it off and embrace my mind for the games it likes to play. Some may call this insanity, or effects of the past chemicals but some people also eat jalapeno peppers...you tell me which is insane.

It all comes down to one simple fact: I was drawn to the pen. What of it when so busy a mind cannot even share it's adventures? It's shameful to let such wonders that can be given and invisioned slip away as a sight your mind's eye once held. And so, in my darkest days I write. In my light of days I may just sit back and take it in before any scripture is created.

Complexity sometimes births simplicity. I write therefore I am.

-C.M.Miller

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[xautumnxangelx.livejournal.com]

So you guys should check this out if you'd like....I'm sorry it is so vague.

 

( ThisIsWhatItsAbout )

(no subject)

[onewho.livejournal.com]

Im trying not to have a reaction... but I need to vent somthing... I was (not to long ago) IMed by Ro (Navaz's older sister). She was asking me about some guy that Navaz(Shevian) may or maynot have somthing going on with.... Like I said, Im trying not to have a reaction... and I really know its none of my Busness... I dont even know if I want her to tell me or not... It may be better that I dont know at all... But I still dont know why Ro would ask me about it. And then when I asked her why she brought it up, she said she was worried about Navaz.... So what am I supposed to do? Should I stay out of it, and try to live my life disconected from that subject. Or should I get involved and figure out whats going on, and why Ro is worried. Im just comfused now... I need advise!