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[happynekko.livejournal.com]

Sorry I haven't been around so much lately. I'd like to say they've locked me into solitary in a nice white straightjacket in a room with padding on the walls and floor, but unfortunatly such has not been the case-though it would be nice.

I've sorta made amends with the people who pissed me off. My sister I can never get away from, and to be honest, I'm sorta used to her pissing me off. Thats what she does, and to be fair, I do the same thing to her on occasion. Neither one of us realizes we're doing it until an all out shouting match ensues. And, again to be fair, it wasn't as if this anger of her's was aimed directly at me. It was a mere byproduct of her arguments with my mother, of which the two seem to be having with increased frequency lately. I just happen to be there.

As for my "friends" who have been causing me misery, I've cut the ties, told them to leave me alone. Not surprisingly I haven't gotten any calls asking me whats wrong, and I can only imagine what names they're calling me behind my back at the club or at Denny's. Pffft, let them talk and make shit up. Thats the only thing they know how to do. They're fucking 25-32 years old and they still act like they're 15! Shit, I know 15 year olds, some of them on LJ who have more maturity then they to!!

So hopefuly this time I'll be able to stay away from them.

And on top of everything else Jim (thats my boyfriend) has been going through a rough time as well. His father had a heartattack the weekend I came back from Arizona. He has to go in for heart valve surgery on the 11th. This means he can't work anymore for a while, and they aren't sure how long. Any spare money Jim ahs after bills has been going to his parents to help them since his mother doesn't work. He also goes over there on his days off to do chores that ihs father used to do but can't becuase of his heart. Jim and I haven't had any time together since I got back, but I don't mind, really, I'm more worried about his father and hope that things are alright. I wish I could go visit and help out too, but Jim's mother hates me (and thats another long story I can't get into), so I'm forced to sit at home alone (since I dont' have any friends anymore) and wait for news.

....wow....this really sounds like a lot of whining self-pity peice of crap.....but its whats oppcupying me right now.....

HappyNekko is not very happy.

My Alphabet

[dementedheather.livejournal.com]

As Lizbeth and Beansi already did this, I'll join in on doing so.
A is for answers. We're all looking for them, but all we find are more questions.
B is for bra. I need new ones. :(
C is for cookie!! I don't think that needs to be explained.
D is for demented. I am what I am. ;)
E is for enigma. There are a lot of unsolved mysteries, and I like to reveal secrets. And I like the word.
F is for friends, that's what I need the most.
G is for girlfriend. I want one!!
H is for Heather. Hey, that's me!
I is for imagination. Mine's very vivid. ^^;
J is for jealousy. That's one of my vices.
K is for kink. *dark grin* You know what I mean ;)
L is for lesbian, cause that's what I am. Yay!
M is for meds because I stopped taking them. But don't tell my doctor. ^^;
N is for nymphomaniac fantasies. Had some of those lately. lol
O is for oreos. One of my favorite cookies :P
P is for penisphobia. One reason I can't be with a guy.
Q is for quirks. Have a lot of them.
R is for rage, another one of my vices.
S is for stalker. This guy is here again. He doesn't give up. He's creeping me out.
T is for tragedy. Had a lot of it in my past. Things can only get better now.
U is for unconscious, that's how I feel sometimes.
V is for VAGINA!!! lol
W is for witch. I was told that I am one. But usually the w is just a b.
X is for all the eXes I've had.^^;
Y is for yearning. I yearn for a lot of things.
Z is for catching some z's. I really like to do that. Hehe ^^

the domocles alphabet

[domocles.livejournal.com]

A is for ~ alcohol, i have a weird tolerance of it apparently
B is for ~ bitch, because i'm apparently one
C is for ~ cutting, i can't just cut, i have to have an elaborate design or message to carve out with my knife
D is for ~ dancing, because i can't....i'm rather awkward when i do
E is for ~ eyes, i'm entranced by them
F is for ~ flying, i wish i could
G is for ~ green, it's my favorite color
H is for ~ Hell, i went there and it was frozen over
I is for ~ ice cream, esp. mint chocolate chip
J is for ~ Jack McCoy, he and i are having a sordid affair *winks*
K is for ~ kitty!!!! where would i be without her?
L is for ~ Linus...my fav. Peanuts character
M is for ~ money, i need it
N is for ~ Neitzche (sp?) he intrigues me
O is for ~ over....as in if you're not going to take care of my needs when you expect me to take care of yours....it's over
P is for ~ penguins (we're going to take over the world)
Q is for ~ Q sex
R is for ~ Rickmania (Alan Rickman is pretty fly for a white guy!)
S is for ~ Severus O. Snape, that's all that need be said
T is for ~ trustworthiness....the stupid word that i kept repeating over and over in my last job interview and seemed to have annoyed the interviewer
U is for ~ Under my Umbrella, my fav. Incubus song
V is for ~ violence
W is for ~ willfull, always have been, always will be
X is for ~ Xanadu....that's a place from a Samuel Coleridge poem
Y is for ~ yellow, generally how my eyes look
Z is for ~ Zachary Martin, my non existant younger brother

Just curious...

[myownincubus.livejournal.com]

In your own opinion, what are the five most important characteristics in a person?

[ Lizbeth ]

Happy Canuckdom!!!!

[scryptic.livejournal.com]

And a 1...

And a 2...


OH CANADA, OUR -(JUST KIDDING)- MYYYYYYYYY HOME AND NATIVE LAND!!!!!!!!!!

Question

[happynekko.livejournal.com]

Alright, guys, I'm thinking about forming a writer's group. It would showcase dark fantasy, horror, poetry, fringe and expereiment. I know there are a lot of good writers here, and I was curious if anyone here would be interested in joining. I want to be sure I have people who are interested before I go ahead and crash and burn >_<

Whatcha think?

since everyone is posting this i thought i'd be a sheep today

[butterfly-magic.livejournal.com]

A is for – abby a cool character on ncis
B is for – bubbles , yay for bubbles
C is for – caring something I don’t really do much if ,
D is for – doughnut what im eating right now mmhm gotta love krispy kreme
E is for – elephant theres 2 at the zoo
F is for – fear , something everyone should have
G is for – gothic
H is for – heavenly creatures
I is for – industrial my friend monkeys gothic type
J is for – Julia , my mentor
L is for – live journal , something im on a lot
M is for – money , something I need
N is for – nuts , squirrels collect them
O is for – orgasm , something I cant get atm
P is for - Phobias:, spiders, needles and clowns
Q is for – Quote from heavenly creatures: Both sets of eyes, though different far, hold many mysteries strange. Impassively they watch the race of man decay and change.
Hatred burning bright in the brown eyes, with enemies for fuel,
Icy scorn glitters in the grey eyes, contemptuous and cruel.
R is for - Relationship : the girls share in heavenly creatures
S is for - Sexual
T is for – tried something I’ am
U is for - Unique and unforgettable
V is for – very bored
W is for – Wichita my sons future name
X is for – xylophone something I learnt to play in 7th grade
Y is for – yoghurt something advertised on TV right now
Z is for – zebra a cool animal

i've seen all the ones in bold

[domocles.livejournal.com]

001. Napoleon Dynamite
002. Saw
003. White Noise
004. White Oleander
005. Anger Management
006. 50 First Dates
007. Jason X
008. Scream
009. Scream 2
010. Scream 3
011. Scary Movie
012. Scary Movie 2
013. Scary Movie 3
014. American Pie
015. American Pie 2
016. American Wedding
017. Harry Potter
018. Harry Potter 2
019. Harry Potter 3
020. Residential Evil 1
021. Residential Evil 2
022. The Wedding Singer
023. Little Black Book
024. The Village
025. Donnie Darko
026. Lilo & Stitch
027. Finding Nemo
028. Finding Neverland
029. 13 Ghosts
030. Signs
031. The Grinch
032. Texas Chainsaw Massacre
033. White Chicks
034. Butterfly Effect
035. 13 going on 30
036. I Robot
037. Dodge Ball
038. Universal Soldier
039. A Series Of Unfortunate Events
040. Along Came A Spider
041. Deep Impact
042. KingPin
043. Never Been Kissed
044. Meet The Parents
045. Meet The Fockers
046. Eight Crazy Nights
047. A Cinderella Story
048. The Terminal
049. The Lizzie McGuire Movie
050. Passport to Paris (isn't that the Hilton sex tape? *winks*)
051. Dumb & Dumber
052. Dumb & Dumberer
053. Final Destination
054. Final Destination 2
055. Halloween
056. The Ring
057. The Ring 2
058. Harold & Kumar
059. Practical Magic
060. Chicago
061. Ghost Ship
062. From Hell
063. Hellboy
064. Secret Window
065. I Am Sam
066. The Whole Nine Yards
067. The Whole Ten Yards
068. The Day After Tomorrow
069. Child's Play
070. Bride of Chucky
071. Ten Things I Hate About You
072. Just Married
073. Gothika
074. A Nightmare on Elm Street
075. Sixteen Candles
076. Bad Boys
077. Bad Boys 2
078. Joy Ride
079. Seven (SE7EN)
080. Oceans Eleven
081. Oceans Twelve
082. Identity
083. Lone Star
084. Bedazzled
085. Predator I
086. Predator II
087. Independence Day
088. Cujo
089. A Bronx Tale
090. Darkness Falls
091. Christine
092. E.T.
093. Children of the Corn
094. My Boss' Daughter
095. Maid in Manhattan
096. Frailty
097. Best Bet
098. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
099. She's All That
100. Calendar Girls
101. Sideways
102. Mars Attacks
103. Event Horizon
104. Ever After
105. Forrest Gump
106. Big Trouble in Little China
107. X-Men 1
108. X-Men 2
109. Jeepers Creepers
110. Jeepers Creepers 2
111. Catch Me If You Can
112. The Others
113. Freaky Friday
114. Reign of Fire
115. Cruel Intentions
116. The Hot Chick
117. Swimfan
118. Miracle
119. Old School
120. Ray
121. The Notebook
122. K-Pax
123. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
124. Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
125. Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
126. A Walk to Remember
127. Boogeyman
128. Hitch
129. SouthParK: Bigger, Longer and Uncut
130. The Fifth Element
131. Star wars episode I
132. Star wars episode II
133. Star wars episode III
134. Star wars episode IV
135. Star wars episode V
136. Star wars episode VI
137. Troop Beverly Hills
138. Swimming with Sharks
139. Trainspotting
140. People Under the Stairs
141. Blue Velvet
142. Sound of Music
143. Parent Trap
144. The Burbs
145. SLC Punk
146. Meet Joe Black
147. Wild Girls
148. A Clockwork Orange
149. The Order
150. Spiderman
151. Spiderman 2
152. Amelie
153. Mean Girls
154. Shrek
155. Shrek 2
156. The Incredibles
157. Collateral
158. The Fast & The Furious
159. 2 Fast 2 Furious
160. Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
161. Closer
162. The Sixth Sense
163. Artificial Intelligence
164. Love Actually
165. Shutter
166. Ella Enchanted
167. Princess Diaries 1
168. Princess Diaries 2
169. Constantine
170. Million Dollar Baby
171. Life Of David Gale
172. 25th hour
173. Vanilla Sky
174. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
175. Boogie Nights
176. Braveheart
177. The Anarchist Cook Book
178. How To Deal
179. Mallrats
180. City of the Lost Children
181. Run Lola Run
182. Dazed and Confused
183. 13th Warrior
184. Super Size Me
185. Dark City
186. Jurassic Park
187. The Lost World: Jurassic Park
188. Jurassic Park 3
189. Mighty Morphin Power Rangers: The Movie
190. Apollo 13
191. It Came From The Sky
192. The Net
193. Jaws
194. Speed
195. Speed 2: Cruise Control
196. The Land Before Time
197. Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron
198. Any Given Sunday
199. Friday Night Lights
200. Net Games
201. The Terminator
202. Terminator 2: Judgement Day
203. Terminator 3: Rise of the Machines
204. "O"
205. Thirteen
206. The Craft
207. Poltergeist
208. Poltergeist 2
209. Poltergeist 3
210. Twister
211. Boondock Saints
212. Elizabeth
213. Man in the Iron Mask
214. Labyrinth
215. The Dark Crystal
216. MST3K: The Movie
217. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
218. Bambi
219. Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
220. Perfect Blue
221. Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
222. Beauty and the Beast
223. Sleepy Hollow
224. Spirited Away
225. Fahrenheit 9/11
226. The Producers
227. The Ladies Man
228. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
229. Blazing Saddles
230. American Beauty
231. Radio
232. Princess Bride
233. Clue
234. The Wizard of Oz
235. The 10th Kingdom
236. The Green Mile
237. Dirty Dancing
238. The Last Unicorn
239. Fern Gully
240. John Q
241. Girl with a Pearl Earring
242. Last Life in the Universe
243. 28 Days Later
244. 28 Days
245. Breakfast Club
246. Radio Flyer
247. The Laws of Attraction
248. Hackers
249. West Side Story
250. The Color Purple
251. Princess and the Warrior
252. Last of the Mohicans
253. Pirates of the Caribbean
254. Fight Club
255. Chasing Amy
256. The Hunt for Red October
257. Buffy: The Vampire Slayer
258. Titan A.E.
259. Zulu
260. Wings of the Apache
261. Fiddler on the Roof
262. Mary Poppins
263. What Dreams May Come
264. Annie
265. What's Eating Gilbert Grape
266. Silence of the Lambs
267. Hannibal
268. Red Dragon
269. Monsters Inc.
270. The Passion of the Christ
271. Gallipoli
272. Peter Pan (not Disney)
273. Remember The Titans
274. Pearl Harbor
275. Titanic
276. Last Temptation of Christ
277. Monty Python and the Holy Grail
278. Life of Brian
279. Dead Alive
280. Dream A Little Dream
281. Blade Runner
282. Grease
283. Grease 2
284. Gladiator
285. Dream for an Insomniac
286. The Way We Were
287. Waiting for Guffman
288. Center Stage
289. Circle of Friends
290. Dead Poets Society
291. Real Genius
292. Arsenic and Old Lace
293. The Maltese Falcon
294. The Birds
295. The Talented Mr. Ripley
296. Princess Mononoke
297. Dogma
298. Snatch
299. The Matrix
300. Blast from the Past
301. Romeo Must Die
302. A Shot In The Dark
303. Animal House
304. Close Encounters of the Third Kind
305. Continental Divide
306. Secretary
307. Casablanca
308. Casino Royale
309. 84 Charing Cross Road
310. Amadeus
311. Freebie and the Bean
312. The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood
313. Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
314. Nell
315. A River Runs Through It
316. My Life as a Dog
317. Black Stallion
318. McClintock
319. Red Pony
320. Bruce Almighty
321. Serendipity
322. Aladdin
323. The Return of Jafar
324. Aladdin and the King of Theives
325. The Ref
326. Kingdom of Heaven
327. Clueless
328. Sweet Home Alabama
329. Save the Last Dance
330. Legally Blonde
331. Now and Then
332. Sandlot
333. Big Fish
334. Real Women Have Curves
335. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
336. Moulin Rouge
337. The Prince & Me
338. HeartBreakers
339. The Phantom of the Opera
340. SWAT
341. The Flight of the Naviagator
342. The Secret of Nimh
343. Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure
344. Bill and Ted's Bogus Journey
345. Masters of the Universe
346. Gayniggers from Outer Space
347. Bubbleboy
348. Ice Age
349. Holes
350. Rose Red
351. The Shining
352. The Way of the Gun
353. Castle in the Sky
354. Army of Darkness
355. Indiana Jones: Raiders of the Lost Ark
356. Requiem For a Dream
357. Ginger Snaps
358. The Devils Backbone (La Esperanza del diablo)
359. Children of a Lesser God
340. Bend it Like Beckham
341. Legend
342. Garden State
343. Shaun of the Dead
344. Dawn of the Dead
345. Life as A House
346. Unleashed
347. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
348. Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves
349. The Grudge
350. Interview with the Vampire
351. Office Space
352. Chocolat
353. America's Sweethearts
354. Hook
355. Scrooged
356. When Harry Met Sally...
357. Kill Bill Vol. 1
358. Cowboys and Angels
359. Elephant
360. The Lion King
361. Edward Scissorhands
362. Kill Bill Vol. 2
363. Memento
364. Orange County
365. Encino Man
366. Mulholland Drive
367. American History X
368. The Godfather
369. The Godfather Part II
370. Crash
371. Almost Famous
372. The Huggabunch
373. Saved
374. Gremlins
375. Robin Hood (Disney Cartoon Version)
376. Searching For Bobby Fisher
377. Spaceballs
378. Les Miserables
379. White Christmas
380. Mr. Smith Goes to Washington
381. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
382. Cheaper By The Dozen
383. The Count of Monte Cristo
384. Kung Pao
385. Gattaca
386. Mulan
387. Dirty Dancing:  Havana Nights
388. Nicolas Nikleby
389. Newsies
390. King Arthur
391. Rocky Horror Picture Show
392. Where the Red Fern Grows
393. Tommy Boy
394. You've Got Mail
395. Anne of Green Gables
396. The Incredible Mr. Limpet
397. Seabiscuit
398. The Last Samurai
399. The Thin Man
400. The Emperor’s New Groove
401. Guess Who

Alphabet time

[figliadifuoco.livejournal.com]

A: is for Autumn Harp. Where I work.
B: is for bruises. I'm anemic, so I get a lot of these.
C: is for...cigarettes. which I smoke.
D: dope. I smoke this too.
E: Enigma. I am not one.
F: Fire. I adore fire.
G: Goddess. The deity I worship.
H: Healing. I'm working on this.
I: is for Insecurities. I have a lot of these.
J: Jawbone. Mine cracks a lot.
K: Kool-aid. The only good kind is fruit punch.
L: Laces. Corset laces.
M: Music. I couldn't live without it.
N: Nudity. I think clothing is overrated.
O: Orgasm. 'Nuf said.
P: Pets. I have a billion.
Q: Quixotic. What a good word that is (especially in Scrabble).
R: Razor. I can't sleep unless there's one in my room.
S: Sarah. That'd be me.
T: Taylor. My booooooy.
U: Usurp. How Bush won the presidency.
V: Vapid: the best definition of my sister's generation.
W: Writer. I'm one.
X: Xavier. My favorite name.
Y: Yawn. What I'm doing right now.
Z: Zipper. The one on my purse is breaking.