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[xxlust4bloodxx.livejournal.com]

im really tired of my parents invadeing my privacy.....they went on the computer got on live journal and fuck went through all my shit...i hate them so much...i have no respect for them whats so ever .... AGH im so mad ... i need to get high ...agh or atleast have a fucking ciggrate cause my stress leval is through the ceiling...AGHhh

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[jeezis.livejournal.com]

is it bad to sometimes wish your ex could be the one pining after you? this has seriously never happened...for some strange twisted reason i kinda wish i broke her heart instead of vice versa. well, i've found someone new, but it still hurt when my ex said that we never "made love" we just "had sex." i dunno, i just miss my new girlfriend right now, i need some esteem boost or something >_

So unsure...

[eurythmicqueen.livejournal.com]

Ok so I'm chatting to the boyfriend about fantasies and kinks. I think I don't actually have any kinks as such. I know hes got a few...some are quite unusual, but still, each to their own. There are certain things I like, but I've not got any fantasties as such which is strange, because I want to have them. I want to imagine myself in a completely different situation doing something I'd probably never dream of doing (which is easy considering I have such low self image). Are fantasies and kinks something you discover or something you just *have....?

The trouble with being immortal….

[connor-obain.livejournal.com]

... is that everyone else dies. Friends, wives, family, heh even pets sooner or later they all die. At first I would be devastated as person after person got ravaged by age and I remained in my prime. Even those who I wasn’t directly in contact with, just faces around town, people who I had watched grow up, fall in love, live their life, having children of their own, never really knowing them but charting their history after a while I would notice they aren’t around and come to the realisation that they too had gone. This saddened me.
For a while I decided to roam the planet, never staying in one place long enough to make any ties to people in the hopes of being spared the pain. I set foot in every country, every continent, seeing everything this world had to show, from Egypt to the polar caps. Walking when I could, it’s not like I don’t have all the time in the world, and using whatever means of transport when I couldn’t walk. I slept out doors, in Africa I slept beside lions, having no fear of injury, hearing their breathing, listening to their mighty heartbeat. I enjoyed delicacies from every walk in life, I did not need nourishment but they tasted exquisite anyway. I travelled around this planet many times, to many to count possibly but soon as buildings crumbled, villages emptied, monuments fell, the sadness returned but this time there was no one to share my grief with.
So I chose to try again to reintegrate myself, to have friends again, to enjoy the company. I thought it will be better this time, I know what to expect and braced myself for when the inevitable came thinking to myself it cant be any worse than any of the others.
I was wrong, with each loss I would miss something different about them, their laugh, their smile, they way they did certain things, each person blessed with a golden attribute and that attribute gone into the void never to be witness by me again.
I have had many conversations, with many great-minded people, overheard their dreams and wishes. And lost count of the amount of times I have heard “I wish I could live forever.” And on these occasions I wish I could tell them, impart just a little insight into the truth of being immortal, to unburden myself of just some of what I know.

So I guess you could say that’s the trouble, the curse of being immortal, that even surrounded by people, I will forever be……alone.

If you cant read this keep to yourself.

[majinjanemba.livejournal.com]

Crazy mixed up mess... raed tihs!!!!

cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

if you can raed tihs rpsoet it !!

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[alrwou.livejournal.com]

what does one do when you realize that you're 20 and you have nothing left to say. well i should rephrase that, you have nothing to say and never really did. when all your life you've had this nagging desire to relate to people but at the same time austrized yourself from everyone around you. when you've become synical prematurely and don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. it sucks. but i think coming to this realization is a turning point. from here i can actually find something that i am passionate about and educate myself. maybe then i'll have something of an intellectual nature to say or write or whatever. just my thought for the day

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[rowthepiano.livejournal.com]

I wish I could go home...-points to sky-

Anyway, this thing is really cool. Read it.

Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer inwaht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas thought slpeling was ipmorant.

So I escaped.

[xkissxmexkillx.livejournal.com]

I had lots of fun venturing outside of the padded walls. . .


Until they fucking dragged me back here.

( Yes. I'm Kissing a Girl. No, I won't discuss it in group. )