Meh...=/

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I think I found a place inside of myself that gives me reassurance and peace, in times of hurt and pain.
Hmmmm...I suppose I feel a bit melencholy and lonely right now.
This has been a long weekend...I'm looking forward to going back to class this week.
But...the quarter is almost over, I have no summer classes...*sigh* I'm not really looking forward to summer, since there's not a lot to do, and I don't have any classes to take.
But I really...um...well, I really just...I dunno...
...
I want to go to the campus everyday anyway though, there are things I need to get done this summer, but it doesn't feel like enough to fill it up. I wish I knew more people...
I'm glad I can talk to Graydon about this...
I hate feeling bored like this.
So when I'm feeling like this, and I start to feel down about things...I just close my eyes, and try to concentraite on clearing my thoughts.
It's hard sometimes, but most of the time I find that it helps.
Still...right now I'm studying, I gotta get some sleep tonight, wake up early to shower and do some more studying before class...so...yeah...this kidna sucks =/ I'm mostly looking forward to being around people this week. See...I REALLY don't want to isolate myself this summer, or anything...that'd be bad =P
That'd be REALLY bad for someone like me x.X
So yeah...hmmmm...I'm thinking about Scott, yes.
He's back from camping this weekend, I wanna talk to him...but I kinda wanna wait until tomorrow. I wonder if he wants to try and get together this weekend...but I don't know. I at least want to talk to him though...and then maybe we should wait to hang out until the next weekend or something...*shrug*
Got to hang out with Jason on Sunday though, even though he was a LITTLE bit crabby from lack of 2-days sleep, it was really nice =) I really hope we can hang out again soon =P
And ummmm...hmmmm...yeah, Graydon has been there for me so much. So it really helps me too...helps a lot ot talk to him on the phone a lot and everything, it's really nice.
I miss Eli sometimes still...but it doesn't hurt or anything, it's just a bunch of warm, fuzzy feelings from nice memories ^_^
*sigh*
Welllllllll...I'm bored, I wanna take a tiny break from reading, but I don't want to stop yet, dammit =/
Gah x.x I wanna travel this summer but...but...bah! It's so damned expensive, and my parents do enough for me already as it is =P
I do'nt know what to doooooooooooooooo...at least I get to see my shrink tomorrow, though. I can vent all this fun stuff out to her =/
Well...yeah, anyway...okay, where the hell are some people I can talk to about...stuff? Cause I'm bored right now, I want a break...and I need someone to talk to =(
*sigh*
I feel soooooooooooo bored and lonely...@_@;;;
Bai!