I'm bored, and stuff...mehhhh...-_-;;;

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Heyyyyy...nobody's really written too much in here lately =/
Okay, well uh...I'm just coming by to say hi...how's it going? =D
OH!
THE DIRECTORS CUT FOR DONNIE DARKO IS BEING RERELEASED IN THEATERS O_O!!!!
THIS SUMMER XB
God dammit, I GOTTA FUCKING SEE THAT!
LMAO
*cough*
Ahem...yes, well...uh...I am not obsessive compulsive, I swear >>;;;
And I'm trying to figure out some annoyingly challenging homework for this research project thingy...dammit x.x;;;
*sigh*
Oh yeah...and I'm just fine when it comes to the love life thing...=P
Single and looking, but I have good friends =)
Except I'm kinda pissed and anxious about Scott...cause he's still all goddamn distant and not very talkative when we DO talk...meh...yeah, I'm pissed about that.
So yeah...that kinda makes me feel left behind...-_-
We haven't gotten to talk on the phone yet...I miss that, dammit =/
He's gone this weekend though...I've avoided reading his journal so I wouldn't get all jealous and upset everytime I read about how happy he is with his new relationship...you know, I mean...hey, sure I'm curious but...I'd rather not get myself all flustered and such =/
*sigh*
It was his b-day this week, he's 17 now...woohoo. He says he still wears that twin ring I gave him (I still have mine, but I don't wear it anymore...right now...>>;;;), so I guess that's nice to know. And he still wants to see me again, like...possibly next weekend =/
I do NOT want to meet his gf or anything though...nu uh -_-;;;
I don't want him to talk about her and how wonderful everything is with her to me either...that wouldn't be good...x.X
Hey, I'm not being selfish about this though, am I?
It's not like I'm being a bitch toward him or anything, I just don't want to hear about how damned happy he is since I still have a goddamn, fucking crush on him and stuff...you know?
I hate crushes...this fucking sucks...-_-
And guess what?
I missed class today, god dammit.
I'm kinda pissed about that...sure it was REALLY nice talking with Graydon on the phone last night, but I really didn't want to miss class...dammit! I hate that! I wanted to be around people and flirt with that one guy...god dammit...well, he probably has a girlfriend anyway, and the quarter is almost over, though I wish it WASN'T...grrrrrrr...cause like...yeah...-_-;;;
*sigh*
M'kay...well...I'm going ot try and have a good weekend =/
Bai -_-;;