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Could somebody help me...?
I...I think I might be starting to fall for someone.
It's a friend that I've known for...wow...over 3 years I think, he's from off the internet. We've had an interesting history of ups and downs together...and then we finally met in person on Friday, cause we've lived in the same state this whole time and only just now met.
We haven't talked for a while, but I recently got in touch with him, and then we decided to meet eachother face to face, once and for all.
It's about damn time...heh.
But yeah...I'm 19, he's 17...but...big fucking deal. I feel like we're getting to know eachother all over again. It's like we've both grown and changed for the better...it's so weird, but it's a good weird.
It was amazing when we met...wow...I keep thinking it might've just been a dream, so I'm hoping it wasn't.
We hugged and just held eachother tight...god...it was so great...he picked me up and twirled me around happily, while I hung on to him tight, laughing.
And then when he had to leave...he walked away backwards while we waved not stop at eachother, and blew eachother kisses. It was so sweet...what a great memory that'll make. We promised eachother to try and hang out in person as often as we can from now on...heehee...for us, that would pretty much just work on the weekends...there's a very small distance problem and neither of us with a car...but that's not a big deal to us.
Yeah...wow...I wasn't expecting something like this to happen...
Now I don't know what to do or to think...
Can someone help me?
I would like some feedback...or something...
This is kind of scary to think about alone...so...yeah...I appreciate any feedback that anyone here decides to give me.
Thank you...

~Raven