i hear you call my name...and it feels like home..

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i feel safer here then anywhere else.
everywhere else im not allowed to show my true emotions.
fuck them, fuck them all.
ill bleed in their fucking faces
ill yell in their ears
ill make my voice plummet to the depths of their intestines and rip them apart.

i started cutting again
brooke noticed and she grew silent.
she thought i stopped.
she thought that everything was okay.
its not.
of course not.
nothing is fixed so easily.

screw them all.
im gonna run as far and as fast as i can.
they won't be able to catch me.
ill be freed from my demons.