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Mar. 12th, 2010 04:42 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Cant function. Feel fucked. Barely able to get out of the house to go down the supermarket and pick up some meds for half an hour. Really fucked. Keep having these events, they're like stomach cramps of the mind where everythign locks up for a second and I feel as if I'm in unbearable pain. Only it's not pain, it's something else. An indescribable, horrible sensation. Like the worst cramp you've ever had. Hard to relax. Taking valium, only thing I can do is read and play computer games and go on the internet, it helps me forget. But as soon as I'm alone the crampy feeling sets in... what is that?