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[female-hysteria.livejournal.com]

I haven't seen a proper head doctor in years.
I don't know how to go about this.
My general practitioner doesn't seem to give a shit about me because I'm on MassHealth
How do you say, "oh so I've been hallucinating and its getting worse"
Every doctor I've ever had makes me feel like I'm over dramatizing everything I feel.
"Oh it must be something else"
I don't want to hear "it's just your eyes tricking you"
I'm so sick of excuses.
The other day I tried explaining it to my mother and she seems to believe me for once.
I just don't know where to go from here.