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[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

Heat emergency!

due to extreme heat in the Northwest Americas, I am not able to upload the new site until Monday.

also, I cannot do a session tomorrow due to scheduling conflicts for a convention I am helping to run.
IF another member of the staff can take over they will announce it.
If not I will run the self injury session on August 9th at 10 pm GMT.

sorry for the delay.
I promise to get my stuff together.
My vacation threw me off.

thanks for your patience.

Stand up, open the door, and fly

[whatweneversaid.livejournal.com]

I keep getting urges to jump when I'm in high-up places.  Thursday night I was on the huge ferris while on navy pier in Chicago, and the biggest thought in my mind was how easy it would be to open the little door and jump out. 

It's scary.  When those thoughts start coming in I can picture doing them, and falling, and what I would hit on the way down.  I feel like my muscles get all really to stand up and move to do it.   I know there's this big barrier between the urge and actually doing it, because I DON'T want to jump out and die/be paralized, but it's scary.