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[ellie-lawl-7.livejournal.com]

i am going crazy.
everyone insists that its merely depression.
but i cant believe that.
i feel so insane... and they say that depression isnt crazy.
i am still not sure
i dunno.....

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[innocentjester.livejournal.com]

Ijust found out that one of the kids I work with at the church is in the hospital because someone shot him in both of his legs. He is a good kid, rough around the edges, but a good kid. He was supposed to go and live with his aunt in Atlanta because a neighborhood gang was trying to recrute him, I guess he came back for some reason, and honestly, the chruch was standing between him and them. So some one shot him, as far as I know he is doing ok and he doens't look like he is going to loose his legs, he is heavily medicated and talking about how hungry he is.

I'm just sick anout it, he was trying so hard to do the right thing and get out of that mess and some coward shot him. I'm so angry right now I can't sit straight. In my line of work I have seen some crasy things, hell even I have been shot as before.... but its always worse when you know them.

We had to deal with the other little boy in our group getting his arm caught in a faulity laundry mat drier, and having it ripped off. he only recently came back to church, he seems happy all things considered. It just pains me to see these good kids stuck in bad neighborhoods where the changes of them getting hurt are so high...
I'm just sick...

Now I need a long sleep

[cazzcage.livejournal.com]

What happen yesterday

1.I was at my soon-to-be-sister-in-law  house
2.Cousin of my sister-in-law calls because there house was on fire
3.Only 2 people can drive in the house at that time
4.Me and Firefly
5.I had 3 underage kids in my car going 60 to 80  in a 45 zone
6.going to burning a house
7.Holding people I ve never seen before
8.Taking 3 more kids
9. shopping at 1 am for shoe and diepers
10.the to the house
11. with 14 people staying (now 12)
12.4 in each room 2 can't sleep
13. 3 bedroom house
14.1 bathroom
15.And the baby was calling me and my-husband-to-be
Mommy and Daddy  because his were in the  ER,
We both choke up because we lost a baby girl.


and this whole time Me and hubby were  the only ones who were not underage

The odd thing was on the way to the fire site the song "fire burn" was playing on the radio
Now I am resting from not drinking water (I can't spell the word)

How was your day