asylum_online | Jul. 1st, 2009

First off: My grammar is horrid, I am sorry.

My name is Mary but I hate it and rather be called something else, I don't care what as long as it's nice and such. I usually do go by Mai though but any other thing is fine as well. I am glad I found this place because my friends in RL seem not to be my friends and I feel really guilty complaining to my online friends how cruddy my day/life etc... and am happy I can find a place that I can relate to. I sometimes do self-harm to escape but since I found a band that seems to make me feel better I do it alot less since 8th. I know that may sound fangirly and stupid I apologize but I really do feel like it has helped me out alot. Well it was nice to post and I am sorry if I seem rude or anything of the sort or stupid and I am sorry if it seems like I say sorry to much.