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[ellie-lawl-7.livejournal.com]

uhhh.... hullo.
im new here and yeah so.....

my friend recommended this community to me. he said that he talked to you guys one day and that you guys said i should join.
so here i am....

i dunno what else to say.
im really shy... so....

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[ellie-lawl-7.livejournal.com]

i know i kinda just posted... but.......


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...........  :( someone help me please........

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[whatweneversaid.livejournal.com]

I'm tired of having no real impact.  I sick of it.  I've lived through all kinds of crap because stupid people haven't thought through their decisions to how that's going to affect other people, they think, oh they're just kids, and then my life and my friends' lives get fucked up and screwed over because of it.  I can't even really complain to anyone, because they won't take me seriously - "oh, you're just a teenager, of course you're whiney, you just don't want to do any work."

Everybody in my state had to pass a certain math test to graduate - they so creatively call them GRAD standards.  At least 60% of my graduating class failed them this year.  They can take them again, but they have to go do it in the summer, and they only offer the tests a few times a year.  I passed, but my best friends didn't, even though they got As and Bs in all of their math classes.  It just makes me mad that they decide to give us even more tests, after we pass our classes with good grades, and then say that, oh, you didn't do well enough, you can't graduate.

I can't do anything about it.  I'm tired of "adults" coming up with these stupid ideas for rules, when if they were actually running the system correctly they wouldn't need any of it.  It just reminds me of being a little elementary school kid and not being allowed to test my blood sugar in the class room because "you have to go down to the nurse to do that." Like I was going to stab some kid with the dinky lancet or wipe blood all over the whiteboard.  We actually had to threaten to sue the school board to get them to let me test in the classroom.  It took 3 fucking years.  People think they know better and really their just dumbasses who like power.  It's driving me nuts, and I kno it's not going to stop once I turn 18 - they always come up with new reasons why people's perspectives and opinions aren't valid.