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Hey guys!
how is everyone? I miss my room can i have it back? i need it back, i need some more order in my life. i realized everything that has happened in my life is a bunch of shit and choas and i need somewhat of an order. and i need them skittles and running into the nurses office to play with the speaker and the soap box. My life is to the pointwhere i'm about to have a bbreak down and I don't know how to really deal with it. In a normal way. Please tell me how to do it. Please? I have become so addicted to sex that its like, I want it all the fucking time.. I really want it. Because it feels soo damn good. I want to smoke and just drink to the point of no fucking return. I love it. I love it sooo much. My life is changing and its scaring me. Does anyone know how to fix something that is already broken? I want to be fix. I can't really deal with anything else longer. Grrrrrr