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[rottenpeices.livejournal.com]

B rated horror films are funny as hell. Anyone care to name a few they enjoyed?

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[silenceiskey.livejournal.com]

It's been a while.

I was thinking today after my father was through demeaning me for the morning.
I was thinking that men really piss me off, and yet, for some reason, that's all that I want.

I mean, my entire life my father has abused me and I never felt like I had that decent male figure in my life.
So you get older, and the boys stop having cooties, and then you meet a good one. And then he fucks you over on your 16th birthday, but you go with him anyway, because his abusive behavior is normal, right? Because that's what I'm used to. Then once he's done with you, he's gone.

So what the fuck.
Why is it that every fucking day, I have to wake up to my father, and every fucking day he's gotta do something to me. His day just wouldn't be right if he didn't start off by making me feel like a worthless little fuck-up of a kid.
But no one believes me, besides my two friends.

Every Thursday I go to the elementary school to hang out with this little kid, because she has trouble at school and needs some decent influence. Well today, she told me that everyone in her family is mean to her. So I asked her if her mother was mean. "Sometimes", she said. Then I asked her about her father, and she just looked at me for a second. Then she said, "When he yells at you, his face gets beat red and he hurts his voice so he can't talk after he's done. And when he takes one step towards me I take three steps back."
"Me too", I said.

I love that kid.