It's been fun.

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That's it. I've looked at everything and everyone long enough to really come to the conclusion that I really don't need to be here. If I am going to be rediculed for having hope and having a desire for the world to be a better place then I don't even want to be here. Let's all just take a seat and think, "oh well thats how it is and there is nothing you can do about it." Well I'm sorry. I will not, nor will I ever be like that. If everyone thought that way we would never fight for a cure for anything. What good comes in this would would never happen. What people are saved would never be saved. Anything good you can think of in this world would never happen.

I realize that I don't need to be here. I don't need to deal with this. I don't need to sit here and read about how every one hates the world and hates themselves but will never do anything to change it.

If you want to make a difference, even if it is only within yourself; you have to want it, believe in it, and more than anything fight for it.

It doesn't seem like any of that is happening here.

I don't care what is done with this entry. You can delete it, or you can leave it and maybe someone will have the epiphany that most of you so desperately need.

Either way, good riddance.