Memory loss - Dissociation?

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OK - Now I'm scared.

Bought a pinta milk down the shops. Put the kettle on to make coffee. Fucked around a bit. Picked up the milk to drink some and put it in the coffee... and the plastic bottle is open, and some of the milk has been drunk!

At first I thought - those theiving bastards down the shop are selling opened pints of milk! But too much of the milk was gone.

Then I remembered - something very similar happened involving a jar of instant coffee a few months back. Couldn't remember breaking the seal. Nobody else could have done it, I live alone.

SHIIIIITTT!

Seems like dissociative amnesia to me. This is how it starts, little bits of time leaking away, opened bottles of milk, less food than you thought you had... shudders

Like when you get home, piss about a bit, go on the computer... then look at the clock to find that it's bedtime!

Also people have been telling me for years that I do weird stuff in my sleep, scream, shout, sit bolt upright with my eyes open... I don't remember any of this. And now it's getting worse!