asylum_online | Oct. 3rd, 2006

I thought I would have my real copies of The Open Door right now, but the mall didn't open until 5 minutes ago.Blah. So we're just going to go to another mall with our friend around noon to pick it up, then go grocery shopping. We get to take the baby with us, so that will be fun.

Smoked the rest of my roaches so fast this morning, now I wish I had more. I'll be smoking cigarettes like a fiend until I find out I can get some more. But we should be able to pick up this afternoon. Thank god. I'd die without it right now, and no, I don't consider that a problem.

We had to get up to help with the papers this morning. We didn't get started until 7:30 and were soo late getting done, and then it was being stupid and rainy and idiotic. I just don't know what to do. I'm so tired, but I want to stay awake. We're watching a movie, but it kinda sucks so I think I'm going to put my mp3 player back on. I need my EVVY fix. I feel a bit panicky, but I don't know. Maybe it's just excitement, sometimes it feels like that to me sometimes, the overexcitement.

Got me an extra large cappucino this morning. English Toffee from Tim Horton's...yummmm....I'm still drinking it LOL but it still tastes so good. I spoiled myself, but I only did it because I can right now.

Hopefully the roommate will be able to collect more money tonight. Grocery shopping, CDs and weed might wipe us out financially. Oh well, we'll get it eventually, and at least we'll have the essentials.

Alright, I think that's all I have to say right now. I love you all, so much, you don't even know.