WOOOHOOOO!

[undivinemartyrx.livejournal.com]

Oh god I nearly had a heart attack watching that. What an intense baseball game. The Mets were losing 6-2 in the 7th inning. Then they tied it with 4 runs in that inning. Then they were unable to take the lead in the 8th or win it in the 9th so it went into extra innings. In the 11th inning the Mets gave up a home run to the Braves but then in the bottom of that inning the Mets got a home run to tie it again. Then it went all the way to the 14th before a run was driven in to win it for the Mets. The game was made more intense by the fact that they were facing the Braves who are our biggest rival. So yeah I'm really pumped up and really happy. Doubt anyone else here really cares about the Mets but I felt like sharing my joy. Heh what sucks for both teams is that it's a day game tommorow and this game didn't end until a minute before midnight so everyone will be tired tommorow. I assume a lot of the bench players will be playing tommorow. Heh sorry if I'm losing anyway. God I'm so happy that they won. Heh my throat is soar from screaming. Yeah I know I'm insane for screaming when I'm watching the game at home but I'm an insane fan. Ok that's all. Woohoo!

Do people live for drama???

[carmineclover.livejournal.com]

I swear the people in my life survive on nothing but drama!!! How is this?

Ok so here's the story. I'm dealing with bullshit someone in my family is causing...on a daily basis. Then I'm trying to help some friends....two of which seem to be stuck in the "helpless" mindframe and can't do anything for themselves. Then on top of that, I try to do something nice for a friend and the person who is supposed to be on the other side of things wastes an hour of my time and doesn't do shit. A good friend's life is falling apart and I'm one of the only supports she has left. I am trying to find a job. I am trying to unpack. I am trying to watch my health.

I AM TRYING NOT TO KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm a bit overwhelmed with all this drama and then I come home today and sit down on LJ and find that someone I don't even know, have no connection with whatsoever has left me HALF of a comment that sounds like criticism. Where do strangers get off criticising me? When you know me, then feel free to tell me I'm wrong but until you know what I'm going through don't say it's wrong. If I spell a word wrong go ahead and correct me. If I say that fourty two percent of americans eat cheese when it's actually fourty three, correct me. But don't presume to come into my life and tell me what is and isn't right in it ok?

For the record this has NOTHING to do with anyone here as far as I can tell.

Sad and Pathetic

[lostandalone22.livejournal.com]

I think I've finally entered into an all-new low for my life. See, I don't like dealing with things that are in the here and now because they hurt, so I immense myself in the world of this TV show. Thursday night, I sat crying for over an hour, just sobbing, because it looked like all of the main characters died. It hurts, but what hurts is the most is that I have allowed myself to become so immersed in the other world that when something happens to a fucking TV character, I mourn. How fucking sad does that make my life?

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[undivinemartyrx.livejournal.com]

Grr the internet is being really boring. There used to be a lot to do online. Plenty of people to talk to. Plenty of sites to go to with new stuff to do. It seems to me like stuff has either slowed down or just I'm no longer fulfilled by it. Also as I grow older the people who used to be online to talk to have other stuff to do than be online while I still am online. I don't know I'm rambling. I need something to do. I wish I had more friends lol then I could hang out with someone. As it is I could go into town but I'd have no one to hang out with. I can't wait to go to college. Then I'll have shit to do.