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[draco-lily.livejournal.com]

ok, anyone from the asylum that wants to keep in contact with me would do well to add me as a friend, the asylum no longer holds what it did for me, and as i have been sick lately, i dont feel i am wanting to stay in this community. alot of the members are too wrapped up in themselves, so add me as a friend.
avoir.

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[spiderweb66.livejournal.com]

hey everyone. last night, a good friend of mine had a really bad car accident. he just passed away an hour and a half ago. he isn't even 18, he's a sr, like me. its just so unfair..

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[rowthepiano.livejournal.com]

AGH!
At this very moment there are three things I want to do so badly.

1)Get high
2)Smoke a cigarette
3)Cut

Here's my dilema.

1)Don't have any pot and other medicinces will make me tired, sleeping isn't what I want.
2)I don't jave any cigs. Nor am I old enough to get them myself. So much trouble to get them.
3)I could cut, but I like to see the cuts. I'm sure someone would notice and beat me to the ground. Because when I cut, it's not one slice or two, it's a lot. I just don't feel like taking off my pants to slice and dice and then not being able to see them.

I'm getting REALLY upset right now. Shit...

i knew it in my heart

[execute-me-666.livejournal.com]

saturday night, when i went potty a zillion times, i told myself, dont let your heart get involved, dont fall for him again. he fucked you over once, he hurt you, he'll do it again. don't let him. you need to be the flame.

so i didnt let my heart get too involved anyways, but im a girl. and with my past, i am a creature of attatchment. and so i think about things and i analyze things and boys stay on my mind and ya.

and this morning when the ex was texting me, it was all good and fine and whatnot.

and then tonight he never called me back or texted me and hasn't been online. so i went to see if he'd been on myspace, and he was (i wish they say the time when last logged in, lol) and he deleted all the comments i had left on his wall over the past few days (we've been leaving each other messages on our walls) so um, ya, i dont get it. way confused. the comments i left under his pics are still there.

so obviously we never went to get me a new tongue ring tonight, dammit.

but i guess im glad i didnt' let my heart get too overly involved b/c id have just gotten hurt. right now tho, i am more confused than anything. i dont get it. really strange.

anyone have a clue?