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AGH!
At this very moment there are three things I want to do so badly.

1)Get high
2)Smoke a cigarette
3)Cut

Here's my dilema.

1)Don't have any pot and other medicinces will make me tired, sleeping isn't what I want.
2)I don't jave any cigs. Nor am I old enough to get them myself. So much trouble to get them.
3)I could cut, but I like to see the cuts. I'm sure someone would notice and beat me to the ground. Because when I cut, it's not one slice or two, it's a lot. I just don't feel like taking off my pants to slice and dice and then not being able to see them.

I'm getting REALLY upset right now. Shit...