asylum_online | Feb. 7th, 2006

Feb. 7th, 2006

wiisp.livejournal.com

A friend of mine gave me the number of a shrink in the city I live in that's supposed to be really good. I'm going to call her tomorrow and find out about going to see her. I definitely feel like there is something wrong with me. It may be simple depression or it may be something more serious (I think I might have mild bipolar tendencies or maybe I'm schizotypal or something; I dunno).. I haven't been to a psychologist in about sixteen years so I'm really not sure what to expect, and I'm worried that I'll get there and she'll tell me that I'm fine and I'm going to have to deal with it on my own.

I have so many friends who tell me that I'm perfectly normal, and I know that I have a tendency to be a hypochondriac, so I wonder if I'm only convincing myself that I'm messed up?

I dunno. I need help.

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: My mind's arguing with itself

draco-lily.livejournal.com

Well, i have read all the past entries and i must say, i am pleased the asylum is slowly going back to the proper people to take care of us..
soo round of applause to our beloved nurse stillborne, my loved eviltera, and brave coralscars.... props to you m'homies!!!
lol
anyway
the inevitable has happened, i am twitterpated(i dont believe in love yet)
but i have a boyfriend! ew..lol hes a doll!
and the Doc says my heart is beating stronger and more regular.. (ive been sick hence why i havent been around)
loves you all
~lil~

jennychapman.livejournal.com

Hey

I was on blinklist and saw the following article. Since most of us here are interested in dreams and sins, I thought I would share it...:

"Two documentation projects emerged this month to spearhead a new push in the Web
2.0 era for simplicity.

Project No. 1
The Dreamsbox (http://www.dreamsbox.com) Project seeks to document the world's
dreams, allowing for anonymous posting of dreams along with the creations of
personal dream diaries. Simple functions include a unique rating and search
system.

Project No. 2
The Sinsbox (http://www.sinsbox.com) Project seeks to document the world's sins
and secrets, allowing for anonymous confessions in addition for submissions of
expressional artwork. Simple functions also include a unique rating and search
system."

Both projects are pretty addictive. Sinsbox is so dark and scary! I thought that I would share these with all of you. Hope you like them! While both sites could improve in terms of design, I really love their simplicity. As it turns out the guy who started the 2 projects went to school with me back in the days! Now I guess he's an internet junkie. haha

~jen

Current Mood: awake

nam-erehwon-eht.livejournal.com

I'm not writing this for any of you to feel sorry for me. My life matters so very little in the world. I'm posting this here because I feel that sharing it might help some who are suffering in their own lives to know that there is some light in the world... and when our hearts get so very dark and lonely and we feel somewhat desperate about things... there is a light... all we have to do is look... and while we often find we are in this long dismal tunnel... there is a way out... So I share this letter I wrote to some very dear friends about my very wonderful darling Brenda Smith... 34... and how she told me that she loved me and then ... well she went home... I hope that this entry will be of value to you those who choose to read it...

( Brenda And The Moon List )

And so it goes... every single journey starts with a single step. The first step is always the hardest... but once you've taken it, the rest don't seem so scary or hard...

Love always,

Mickey

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Landslide

stillbourne.livejournal.com

dont forget to send your _asylum_ valentines to your favorite people in our community:
http://www.ljasylum.com/Valentine.htm
Send as many as you like :)

they will all be posted here on the community Feb 14th, ONE WEEK from today.

eviltera.livejournal.com

I'm in a government mood this week it seems.

The CIA had an opening for an assassin. After all of the background checks, interviews, and testing were done there were three finalists — two men and one woman. For the final test, the CIA agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun.

We must know that you will follow your instructions, no matter what the circumstances. Inside this room you will find your wife sitting in a chair. You have to kill her.” The first man said.“You can’t be serious. I could never shoot my wife,”

The agent replies, “Then you’re not the right man for this job."

The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about five minutes. Then the agent came out with tears in his eyes. “I tried, but I can’t kill my wife.” The agent replies, “You don’t have what it takes. Take your wife and go home.”

Finally, it was the woman’s turn. Only she was told to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room. Shots were heard, one shot after another. They heard screaming, crashing, banging on the walls. After a few minutes, all was quiet. The door opened slowly and there stood the woman. She wiped the sweat from her brow and said, “You guys didn’t tell me the gun was loaded with blanks. So I had to beat him to death with the chair.”

Current Mood: bored

scryptic.livejournal.com

It would be so nice to still have the purity I had as a child. The honesty, the unscarred perception, the pure emotions.

I wonder what the world would be like if humanity didn't grow into the tainted, beaten and torn beings we are.

The tough are only tough because they've been weak and unprotected. The numb are only numb because they harbour too many emotions to acknowledge without falling under them. We are all the results of once being true.

And you can sit there and try and convince yourself and others that you are 100% genuine, you are honest with yourself, you know yourself and all that encompasses. You liar. We grow so used to supression none of us really know the power of what we've hidden and what that, being unleashed, would make us.

Weaker?

Angry?

Stronger?

Lost?

We are all children scarred by circumstance and trudging onward jading the circumstance of those behind us claiming always the past is to blame. It is always the world that needs to change before our perception can. We have banished the purity of youth yet kept it's ideals.

Selfish.

I know you are but what am I?

stillbourne.livejournal.com

Attention Residents.

be aware, the new security cameras are installed in the hallways.

Check it:
http://community.livejournal.com/_asylum_/

if you want to be part of the finished animation, send me a photo (or tell me to use your doll icon, or whatever) and I will put you in the hall for a second or two.
email photo to:
ljasylum@yahoo.com

Current Mood: geeky

kkyra.livejournal.com

bbbbbbwwwwaaaaawwwwaaaawwwwaaaawwwwaaaawwwaaaa....snork...tehehehehehehehehehehe

oflightdarkness.livejournal.com

Hey, I'm new to this group and didn't know really what to say. Feel free to command me around now that I'm also a patient here...

xlovexyourxhate.livejournal.com

This is undivinemartyrx on an old lj. I'm merely using this lj to ask that I please be let back in on my other username. I really miss this place. Pleace let me come back.

oflightdarkness.livejournal.com

Can I have a room? The hallway is kinda cold without any blankets.

nam-erehwon-eht.livejournal.com

I was told that if I felt the need to write about Brenda that I should go ahead and do so. I've sort of cried in front of everyone, but I never really told you about Bren.

( Amazing Stuff )

Thanks for listening and reading... I'm very sorry for going on so long...

I really do love you all... It's just sort of how I am and have always been...

Love,

Mickey

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: The Carpenters - I Need To Be In Love

draco-lily.livejournal.com

the rotting corpse under my bed is starting to smell, could you get the janitor or something... like some febreze? or maybe turn my heater off, and crank the AC?? SOMETHING???please?
*curls up in the hallway with a blankey and teddy bear*

rocksonhigh.livejournal.com

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllllllllllll!!! o!!

i'm new here and thought i'd pop the gag out to say hell and o.

dance with me. the moon is out and so are my perky personalities.

Current Mood: creative
Current Music: stitches - orgy