Dec. 5th, 2005

[identity profile] forest-nymph-3.livejournal.com
Go to this site & enter your name in the box & hit the Sloganize button. Dont cheat, keep the one they give you

http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi

eh. It's amusing enough.

Hey, anyone who has myspace, you should be my friend. :) Haha.
http://blog.myspace.com/madinsomniac

Here's a poem I wrote over a year ago.

Musings of an Insomniac

12:30 am
at my computer
staring blankly at the screen
flipping through a catalogue
there are five windows running
I'm giving a new meaning to the word 'multitask'
yet, at the same time
I'm doing nothing at all

1:25 am
curled up my chair
staring out the window
looking at the crescent moon
I'm fascinated by the shadows it makes
through the vertical blinds
I stare off into space
my neck begins to ach

2:09 am
sitting on my floor
writing in my notebook
my words have deep, personal meaning to me
(at the moment they do, at least)
yet to anybody else
they are vague and confusing
which I suppose they are, in a way
they have no order whatsoever
just ramblings about my emotions
my eyes feel tired

2:40 am
lying on my bed
staring at the ceiling
perhaps if I lie still in the dark
I will drift off to sleep
.......
I start humming tunelessly
............
this isn't working...



4:20 am
sitting in my corner
staring into the darkness
my back is pressing into the wall
my knees are curled up by my chest
this isn't comfortable
quite the opposite actually...
yet I am unable to move
my head feels heavy
but empty at the same time
my vision seems slightly blurred...

6:30 am
waking up in the kitchen
on top of the washer and dryer
I haven't the faintest idea how I got there
or why, for that matter
my back hurts and my neck's sore
but hey, whatever
I see my reflection in the toaster
my hair is a mess and my eyes are bloodshot
I have a random craving for bacon
I'm hungry....
[identity profile] draco-lily.livejournal.com
well, it seems as though we have more salt on wounds(no pun intended)
but um dont spaz on me if it has died down(hold up hands and white flag screaming DONT SHOOT THE IMBICIL!!!!)
but ummm i just wanted to say i love this place, and i have a buutt load of drama in my life
and this place is my escape... so please for the sake of others... think of what your saying.. PLEASE?!?!?!?!
hugs
~lily
[identity profile] draco-lily.livejournal.com
bout some random guy.. well hes not that random but still and no its not for carrion hear the memeber in the _asylum_ its of an actual carrion heart(carrion= dead, rotting flesh)

carrion heart
can it be mended
bring needle and thread
to mend my broken soul
lost, without reason,
almost dead
last breath coming
does it tear us apart?
to feel the blood
leave from my
carrion heart
shreds of muscles
that can be fixed
by a lovers
gentle tricks
so kiss the cold flesh,
feel it slowly awake
the pain is for us
to together take
so fix my pain
my love is an art
to mend my broken
carrion heart

opinions??? (i hope the rhyms aren't cheesy, it just came to me like my muse was word-vomiting i wrote this in like 2.5 seconds, can you tell?!?!?!?!
[identity profile] domocles.livejournal.com
I want ya'll to know, I consider ya'll part of my family...although you're so far away and close at the same time.
[identity profile] ahnueckh.livejournal.com
Secret Santa gift sent. . .
I have no idea how long it wil take to get where it's going but it's on its way
*feels accomplished*


I don't generally send christmas cards but here's my christmas card for yall:
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ADD meds?

Dec. 5th, 2005 02:34 pm
[identity profile] wayin2much.livejournal.com
Okay, I need help, my grades have dropped like crazy this semester and I have completely stopped doing my work. My mom is putting me back on ADD medication. Any suggestions? I tried adderall last time and really didn't like it.

ooookkkkkk

Dec. 5th, 2005 03:59 pm
[identity profile] draco-lily.livejournal.com
im proud of myself.... i just did a pic of me black and white/w/green eyes, with a shitty ass paint program and a spastic mouse!!!!!!!!! yay for lily!!!!!!!!!!
[identity profile] lost-in-wonderl.livejournal.com
Sometimes I get so very tired...sometimes it hinders my ability to think and get important thing done...i wonder if it is sub-conciously another way of procrastinating or something deeper...
[identity profile] maideleh.livejournal.com
Oh my god. I'm so scared. Holy Hell. I'll post why under an lj-cut. It's sorta gross.


::cries:: )
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