Scared

[jennybarnes12.livejournal.com]

Right I'm up at 1.37 sun morning. I havent had a very good day. Ive been upset and crying alot today so as i type this my eyes are totally sore. Again its to do with Aaron, my boyfriend. Nearly evrything i'm upset about it leads to him in some way!

Today i actually made an effort like wore a skirt insted of trousers for him cos i has time seeing as he went to town and i didnt expect him till about 3. well he decided to stay in town with his friends and didnt get to mine till about half 6. By then ad changed into trousers because i didnt see th point in the skirt no more! We ate dinner and didnt say anything hardly then we came upstairs n a just started crying on my ownt unil he decided to come and comfort me. Then like usual he started fallin asleep! He does it nerly everytime i am with him! It doesnt make me feel better about myself it just makes me feel rubbish as if i was boring. Later i decided to wake him up and so we hugged for a while and then he made me fall asleep. It aint hard all you have to do is stroke ma hair and i end up getting drowsy! I think its my weakness.

Ive now decided i want nothing to do with his friends. They are horrible and i'm pretty sure they hate me. I have no similar interests to them and they never invite me anywhere unlike me and my friends who invite aaron all the time! i'm just sick of it and i felt like i had to rant to get that off ma chest.

I;m also paranoid about something else. One of Aarons nice friends, who is a girl is pregnant, and its pretty much freaking me out cos if it van happen to her it can happen to me too. I just hope it doesnt i keep panicing and thinking of it nd am really freaking myself out!

This is me "Normal"

[waywardspook.livejournal.com]

So, like, yeah....

There you have it, Heather the loon!

Hi All

[therivernews.livejournal.com]

Just a note to say Hi, again.

I had to take a short respite. I was reworking some things on my system and resetting some things. But it's all done. And I just want to let you all know that i'm back, and hopefully for a long time now. :)

I'm sorry I left, but I had to fix my computer and set somethings up.

I hope that you all are doing okay and that life is treating you well. And, as always, I send you all of my best wishes for happiness and good things always..

be well,

Mickey

my picture

[scary-demona.livejournal.com]

ok so it's not recent but it works

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[rottenpeices.livejournal.com]

Um....look at your own risk here. A friend sent this to me. Alot of the comments are cruel but I dunno...some of you may get a kick out of it but I hope no one is offended. I'm not one of those "big is beautiful" fellas nor am I the latter. I think WOMEN are beautiful buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut uh, I dunno. Just check the damn link. Get a laugh, puke, get angry or what have you. Here it is...


http://www.livejournal.com/community/bbwsmut/9902.html

E

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[tankgirl24.livejournal.com]

I'm at work but I'm not working.

I have a cut at the tip of my tongue and I can't stop rubbing it against my teeth to make it hurt.

I wish I had cupcakes.

On a more intellectual level...

What is open when it is closed and closed when it is open?

Please bring cupcakes...

the fish and the man

[carrion-heart.livejournal.com]

"I've been so lonely" the man confessed.

"but here we are." said the fish.

"here we are" agreed the man. offering the fish his full attention, he had allready forgotten the last of his previous obligations. "why?" he thought to himself. "what sort of hypnotic spell could this fish possibly be using to keep me from the days duties?"

"something on your mind?" the fish calmly asked

"no, nothing... but if you don't mind i would care to hear more about the other side of the lake."

"ah, curiosity has kept you with me has it?" A sly smile crossed the fishes lips but then faltered into an expression of disappointment. "the other side of the lake is not a topic two individuals such as ourselves should be discussing."

"such as ourselves? what exactly do you mean?"

"not the brightest of souls are we mr. man? You are a man. I am a fish. this is a conversation that should not be taking place at all. Perhaps this is a conversation that is not taking place at all."

The fish was right. This isn't a rational occurence. not in the least.

"but here we are" said the man

"here we are" agreed the fish

Necron

[the-false-god.livejournal.com]

You stand before the final dimension, and I am the
darkness of eternity...

All life bears death from birth. Life fears death, but lives only to die. It starts with anxiety. Anxiety becomes fear. Fear leads to anger... anger leads to hate... hate leads to suffering... The only cure for this fear is total destruction. Kuja was a victim of his own fear. He concluded he could only save himself by destroying the origin of all things-the crystal.

...Now, the theory is undeniable. All things live to perish. At last, life has uncovered this truth. Now, it is time to end this world.

I exist for one purpose... To return everything back to the zero world, where there is no life and no crystal to give life. In a world of nothing, fear does not exist. This is the world that all life desires.

Foolish creature... Your fears have already deluded you. One day, you will choose destruction over existence. Now, come...
Enter the zero world that you desire...

Byakuya Zanpakuto

[zyzzyxzyyxy.livejournal.com]

I be here yes yes no yes.
Yes.
This.
Sometimes.
Be is.

wheeeee

[zyzzyxzyyxy.livejournal.com]

i made it can you read it? i sure can hehehehehe

Vespertilionids and Culexes unite!

[zyzzyxzyyxy.livejournal.com]

yu kno wat
it sucks when the man comes over and you think something good will happen but then he has a belt and hits you with it and you cry and he says mean things
you would think its good because he does it so much but it hurts so im confused why

oh oyea me intrto

[zyzzyxzyyxy.livejournal.com]

hello i am here
i have name because i make sense
they say im sane so i go here
yay i love you

(no subject)

[deep-mist.livejournal.com]

and.....

DOMOCLES is the winner...

their answer was the closest to the question
.
prove to me that peiriod doesn't exist.






the real answer was
"what peiriod?"

but that was close enough.

here
*hands you a cookie*

hope you like your prize.

*Hits Button On Call Button*

[elira-wiken.livejournal.com]

NURSE!! I need some nquyl (spelling off), I am not feeling good. *Shivers*

im outside your window with my radio

[pain-everlong.livejournal.com]

**clumsily steps out of her room, watches everyone passing by, not acknowledging her... walks over to nurses desk and lays bloody wrist on desk**

give me one good reason why I shouldn't take that blade and rip it right through... please...

Lookie What I Got!

[revoltedxhorror.livejournal.com]

( C'mon, and I'll Show You My Tattoo )

this is my 45 seconds of Light

[napalm-lullaby.livejournal.com]

 ... this feels like a good place to be angry. a good place to mildly hate myself... i guess "be thoroughly disgusted with myself" would be more accurate. i'm sorry i don't have any beautiful deep thoughts.  i'm kinda simple right now.

( Adrenaline )

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[requiemboy.livejournal.com]

most of you will probably not remember me. this isn.t tragic.. i wasn.t around long before losing the internet and later my apartment. i am back, this time more permanently. if anyone does remember me, please say hello. if not, then nice to meet you.

(no subject)

[ahnueckh.livejournal.com]

Well I had a mini-break down this weekend.
lucky tho I had such a sweet boy on the recieving end, to hold me and let me cry
it was nice :)
nice to cared for like that and nice to feel
the release of what I had been bottling in for so long.



In case any of you wanted to see my physical being:
(not exactly a happy picture, but its one of the better ones I have lieing around)

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