Aug. 4th, 2005
Ahh sorry about the extreme updating
Aug. 4th, 2005 12:11 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Ack. I was in a bitchy mood earlier...[sorry]
I've been having some trouble lately.......I mean I have been really good for the past few months, and I just kind of feel like im having a sort of break down.
Anyways...
On to the real reason for this post.
Have you ever seen someone so beautiful you wish you oculd write poetry about them?[or have written poetry about them] Like just their mere apperance....It just inspires you.
I feel that way about my boyfriend/fiance/husband/life partner.
I know he feels the same way.
I wish everyone who felt this way about me told me, and like...shared.
My friend Colin felt that way..aww he wrote pretty poetry about me. Made me giggle.
Maybe I just need to go read what he wrote again.
Wow I can be vain sometimes. [I HATE THAT]
So yes..have you ever felt that way about someone?
[Oh and im not ignoring your lovely comments on what im saying..just putting off repling to them unless its something I really should answer right away..YOU WILL NOT BE IGNORED]
I've been having some trouble lately.......I mean I have been really good for the past few months, and I just kind of feel like im having a sort of break down.
Anyways...
On to the real reason for this post.
Have you ever seen someone so beautiful you wish you oculd write poetry about them?[or have written poetry about them] Like just their mere apperance....It just inspires you.
I feel that way about my boyfriend/fiance/husband/life partner.
I know he feels the same way.
I wish everyone who felt this way about me told me, and like...shared.
My friend Colin felt that way..aww he wrote pretty poetry about me. Made me giggle.
Maybe I just need to go read what he wrote again.
Wow I can be vain sometimes. [I HATE THAT]
So yes..have you ever felt that way about someone?
[Oh and im not ignoring your lovely comments on what im saying..just putting off repling to them unless its something I really should answer right away..YOU WILL NOT BE IGNORED]
G'morning.
Aug. 4th, 2005 08:10 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
I'm awake, and as I already informed a good friend it's a bitchy morning.
I think it's best I go back to bed before I wage a war I'll be too uninterested in to deal with later.
Why is it a bitchy morning you may ask? Because there is a person in my uterus.
Man, now I'm getting hungry, you see?? You see what being awake does? It creates indecision. Indecision, complications, a bitchy Scryptic... Existance doesn't need such things.
But I need some toast STAT.
T'is all. Wait, I lie...
Sorry to anyone I have already gotten or may get snarky with...it's really out of my hands at this point. I haven't any gummi bears, they all escaped last night. *eyes everyone suspiciously and grabs a green one tiptoeing by*
I think it's best I go back to bed before I wage a war I'll be too uninterested in to deal with later.
Why is it a bitchy morning you may ask? Because there is a person in my uterus.
Man, now I'm getting hungry, you see?? You see what being awake does? It creates indecision. Indecision, complications, a bitchy Scryptic... Existance doesn't need such things.
But I need some toast STAT.
T'is all. Wait, I lie...
Sorry to anyone I have already gotten or may get snarky with...it's really out of my hands at this point. I haven't any gummi bears, they all escaped last night. *eyes everyone suspiciously and grabs a green one tiptoeing by*
That survey thing.
Aug. 4th, 2005 08:16 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
5 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR BAG/PURSE:
01. army knife
02. 9mm
03. silencer
04. acid spray
05. lockpicks
5 THINGS YOU WEAR EVERYDAY:
01. ammunition belt
02. kevlar vest
03. handcuffs
04. IR night goggles
05. communicator
5 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
01. human entrails
02. souls
03. ashes
04. nectar & ambrosia
05. you
5 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS:
01. Winchester
02. Heckler & Koch
03. AK
04. right hand
05. Dildo
5 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES:
01. faces of death I
02. faces of death II
03. faces of death III
04. faces of death IV
05. faces of death XIV
5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
01. flak
02. radar
03. sex toys
04. iron maiden
05. defibrillator
5 THINGS YOU ATE TODAY:
01. I
02. ate
03. your
04. brains
05. !!
5 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
01. lungs
02. heart
03. brain
04. oxygen
05. adrenaline
... ...
ok, ok now, here is the ( real one )
01. army knife
02. 9mm
03. silencer
04. acid spray
05. lockpicks
5 THINGS YOU WEAR EVERYDAY:
01. ammunition belt
02. kevlar vest
03. handcuffs
04. IR night goggles
05. communicator
5 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
01. human entrails
02. souls
03. ashes
04. nectar & ambrosia
05. you
5 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS:
01. Winchester
02. Heckler & Koch
03. AK
04. right hand
05. Dildo
5 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES:
01. faces of death I
02. faces of death II
03. faces of death III
04. faces of death IV
05. faces of death XIV
5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
01. flak
02. radar
03. sex toys
04. iron maiden
05. defibrillator
5 THINGS YOU ATE TODAY:
01. I
02. ate
03. your
04. brains
05. !!
5 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
01. lungs
02. heart
03. brain
04. oxygen
05. adrenaline
... ...
ok, ok now, here is the ( real one )
"Dying ain't much of a livin' boy"
Aug. 4th, 2005 12:01 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Does anyone like Clint Eastwood westerns?
I love them.
I love them.
Survey Thang.
Aug. 4th, 2005 12:11 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
5 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR BAG/PURSE:
01. Silver Flick Knife
02. Mobile Phone
03. CIgarettes
04. Lighter
05. My Soul
5 THINGS YOU WEAR EVERYDAY:
01. Bra
02. Grundies
03. My Watch
04. My rings
05. Shoes
5 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
01. Pie n Mash
02. Cheese
03. Cheesey pie
04. Mashed up cheese
05. Mashedpie
5 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS:
01. Lucy
02. FLeur
03. Bonny
04. Paul
05. Glenda
5 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES:
01. American History X
02. Scarface
03. Labyrinth
04. Taxi Driver
05. True Romance
5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
01. Glostix
02. Faith - My Living Dead Doll
03. Jack Skellington
04. Photographs
05. Fluff bunnies
5 THINGS YOU ATE TODAY:
01. Cheese
02. Chocolate
03. Cola Bottles
04. A Fly
05. Bacteria
5 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
01. Family
02. Friends
03. Imagination
04. Ability to cut off
05. Cheese
01. Silver Flick Knife
02. Mobile Phone
03. CIgarettes
04. Lighter
05. My Soul
5 THINGS YOU WEAR EVERYDAY:
01. Bra
02. Grundies
03. My Watch
04. My rings
05. Shoes
5 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
01. Pie n Mash
02. Cheese
03. Cheesey pie
04. Mashed up cheese
05. Mashedpie
5 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS:
01. Lucy
02. FLeur
03. Bonny
04. Paul
05. Glenda
5 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES:
01. American History X
02. Scarface
03. Labyrinth
04. Taxi Driver
05. True Romance
5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
01. Glostix
02. Faith - My Living Dead Doll
03. Jack Skellington
04. Photographs
05. Fluff bunnies
5 THINGS YOU ATE TODAY:
01. Cheese
02. Chocolate
03. Cola Bottles
04. A Fly
05. Bacteria
5 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
01. Family
02. Friends
03. Imagination
04. Ability to cut off
05. Cheese
(no subject)
Aug. 4th, 2005 12:25 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Greetings unidentified sentients. I am Pope Fwiffo. I come to you in relative peace and only moderate malevolence and as long as you make no sudden motions or loud noises, we shall be fine. I have come to your community seeking enlightenment in the ways of * SUPRESSED STATEMENT *
I trust you will be willing and able to help me with this matter. The rash should clear up after a day or two, at most. Thank you.
I trust you will be willing and able to help me with this matter. The rash should clear up after a day or two, at most. Thank you.
(no subject)
Aug. 4th, 2005 01:48 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
I've only really been lurking for a bit so you don't know me. Thought I'd answer this survey.
( Survey )
( Survey )
![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
"Empathy"
You will hurt yourself
You are self destructive
Never fear my friend
I am here to take your pain away.
I will take all your hurt
I am your pillow to scream in
I am your wall to punch
I will take away your pain
Go ahead don't worry
No matter what you do
I am here to take it
I'll take it all for you
I will take all your hurt
I am your pillow to scream in
I am your wall to punch
I will take away your pain
Give me all your hurt. Give me all your suffering. I will take away your pain.
Will it ever stop hurting?!
I will take all your hurt
I am your pillow to scream in
I am your wall to punch
I will take away your pain
You will hurt yourself
You are self destructive
Never fear my friend
I am here to take your pain away.
I will take all your hurt
I am your pillow to scream in
I am your wall to punch
I will take away your pain
Go ahead don't worry
No matter what you do
I am here to take it
I'll take it all for you
I will take all your hurt
I am your pillow to scream in
I am your wall to punch
I will take away your pain
Give me all your hurt. Give me all your suffering. I will take away your pain.
Will it ever stop hurting?!
I will take all your hurt
I am your pillow to scream in
I am your wall to punch
I will take away your pain
You know...
Aug. 4th, 2005 03:11 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
...it's hard sometimes, being your nurse.

You can make lots of trouble and thus I have lots of work.
But you're worth the efforts.
Just wanted to say that. ^^
You can make lots of trouble and thus I have lots of work.
But you're worth the efforts.
Just wanted to say that. ^^
Rules anyone?
Aug. 4th, 2005 03:26 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Ok now. We all did let ourselves get carry away a little, didn't we.
You know, this is an open and free community, but even here are some rules that should be followed. Not rules to oppress anyone, just rules that the communication with each others and the playing and getting along with the personnel and the other inmates gets a little more comfortable for everyone.
1. Use cuts. This is how you do it:
Those cuts are used in order to make the site being more concise and to avoid long scrolling for those who read it.
Use cuts when:
- you are posting a picture that's larger than 800x600
- you are posting more than one picture
- you are posting a long survey
- you are posting a long entry (about over 60 lines)
2. Use paragraphs. Long posts with much text are easier to read if they are structured. Make a paragraph each after around 4-5 sentences. This way, the other will have it easier to read.
3. Picture posting: When posting a picture (), make sure that the picture is available online. In order for everyone else to see your pics, you need to upload them to the web, not just link to a file on your hard drive. You can use free image hosting websites just like www.photobucket.com or if you have a paid account you can use the picture hosting function of lj.
Well well, that's about it, I guess. If you violate this too much, I'll reduce your cookie rations, so be warned.
Any questions?^^
You know, this is an open and free community, but even here are some rules that should be followed. Not rules to oppress anyone, just rules that the communication with each others and the playing and getting along with the personnel and the other inmates gets a little more comfortable for everyone.
1. Use cuts. This is how you do it:
Those cuts are used in order to make the site being more concise and to avoid long scrolling for those who read it.
Use cuts when:
- you are posting a picture that's larger than 800x600
- you are posting more than one picture
- you are posting a long survey
- you are posting a long entry (about over 60 lines)
2. Use paragraphs. Long posts with much text are easier to read if they are structured. Make a paragraph each after around 4-5 sentences. This way, the other will have it easier to read.
3. Picture posting: When posting a picture (), make sure that the picture is available online. In order for everyone else to see your pics, you need to upload them to the web, not just link to a file on your hard drive. You can use free image hosting websites just like www.photobucket.com or if you have a paid account you can use the picture hosting function of lj.
Well well, that's about it, I guess. If you violate this too much, I'll reduce your cookie rations, so be warned.
Any questions?^^
¬¬¬Shackled to the Hotel Bella Muerte¬¬¬
Aug. 4th, 2005 05:15 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
She bites her lip again,
Lets the gushing blood reach her toungue,
Lets her dead skin grow cold
Because she knows it's all been done.
Her heartbeat rises,
Allowing a bright red flush to her face.
Stops, then realises,
She must deal with this with grace.
He stops.
His stature frozen, he gasps,
Panic Striken,
He lets go of whatshername's grasp.
"I'm sorry," he claims.
She doesn't hear.
"I love you," he says.
She doesn't hear.
She begins to run,
To get away from him.
Anywhere, she doesn't care,
As long as it's away from him.
Her dead white skin
Lets off a bright shade of red.
She's bleeding again,
And soon she'll be dead.
X-posted
Lets the gushing blood reach her toungue,
Lets her dead skin grow cold
Because she knows it's all been done.
Her heartbeat rises,
Allowing a bright red flush to her face.
Stops, then realises,
She must deal with this with grace.
He stops.
His stature frozen, he gasps,
Panic Striken,
He lets go of whatshername's grasp.
"I'm sorry," he claims.
She doesn't hear.
"I love you," he says.
She doesn't hear.
She begins to run,
To get away from him.
Anywhere, she doesn't care,
As long as it's away from him.
Her dead white skin
Lets off a bright shade of red.
She's bleeding again,
And soon she'll be dead.
X-posted
fuck warped
Aug. 4th, 2005 05:57 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
I never had the oppurtunity to go to an old warped tour show but I wish I had because now when I look at who plays the current warped tours I wouldn't go to one even if you paid me. I mean I look at who used to play warped and it would be awesome to see it then bands like Green Day and Rancid and AFI. Actual good bands. Now its a bunch of commercialized emo crap. I mean why in the hell would I want to go see MCR and The Used and Fall Out Boy. I know these are just my opinions so please don't start a big fight. I just need to rant. They need to bring back the old tour. I mean its like a dream of mine to see Green Day and Rancid in the same show. You know they are friends with each other, they are from the same area, they are in the same genre, and their singers have the same last name. Why is it that they never toured together? That would be so freakin amazing. Anyway thats it. Bye
![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Ozzfest Fucking Rocked. (I went to the Detroit, MI show today.)
Arch Enemy sent chills up my spine....oh god, it was like an orgasm when they came on stage...
Now...only if Dimmu Borgir were there, I would have had multiple orgasms.
And all the hot guys...holy F-U-C-K...I was in what some people would call 'Heaven'.
Arch Enemy sent chills up my spine....oh god, it was like an orgasm when they came on stage...
Now...only if Dimmu Borgir were there, I would have had multiple orgasms.
And all the hot guys...holy F-U-C-K...I was in what some people would call 'Heaven'.