Drunk

[khiladi.livejournal.com]

Top 5 songs at the moment

boys dont cry - the cure
cold cold heart - norah jones
inbetween days - the cure
isolation - joy division
california dreamin - mamas and papas

top 5 movies at the moment

leaving las vegas
tombstone
cable guy
bullet in the ehad (hong kong)
million dollar baby


A quote from leaving las vegas. From Sera a prostitute talking to a suicidal alcoholic named Ben.

"all I have to come home to is a bottle of mouth wash to wash the taste of cum out of my mouth. I'm so lonely..."

Alcohol and depression like peas and carrots.

Somebody sing me a line from their favourite song.

(no subject)

[happynekko.livejournal.com]

I like driving through large puddles after a hard rain, and getting large droplets of water on my windshield.

It makes me smile.

First actuak post here

[melroberts.livejournal.com]

( You're all right, Zola IS a fucktard )

pick a sin any sin

[butterfly-magic.livejournal.com]

whats your sin ?
Wrath,
Pride,
Lust,
Sloth,
Greed,
Envy,
Gluttony

Canadian Immigration

[scryptic.livejournal.com]

Canadian Immigration Test
How to pass an immigration test in Canada...

Mujibar was being tested by Immigration Canada in his attempts to enter the country legally.

The officer said, "Mujibar, you have passed all tests but one.
You cannot enter Canada unless you answer this last English language test satisfactorally.
Are you ready?"

Mujibar said, "I am ready."

The officer said, "Make a sentence using the words Yellow, Pink and Green."

Mujibar thought for a few minutes and said, "Mister Testing Officer, I am ready."

The Officer said, "Go ahead."

Mujibar said, "The telephone goes green, green, green, and I pink it up, and say, 'Yellow, this is Mujibar."

Mujibar now lives in a neighborhood near you, and works at a Telus help desk

thinking

[xlovexyourxhate.livejournal.com]

after much thinking and looking at myself and my life i have come to the conclusion that i'm rather fucked up, not extremely fucked up, there are people far worse than me but i am fucked up, just thought i'd share my findings

I hate myself

[ecchi-chan.livejournal.com]

My throat burns and my stomach hurts. It's all my fault. I'm weak and I'm stupid and I let other's stupidity bother me to much. But I was doing so good, until today. I haven't binged and purged in almost a year. I thought I had gotten over it, the things that made me resort to stuffing myself silly and then gagging on it as I hurl all over the place, I learned to cope with.

My soon to be ex was around today, and every word out of his mouth was an insult at. My daughters don't need to hear his crap. I'm their mother, what ever crawled up his ass and decided to live there should not be around them. But he doesn't see it that way. As he put it, they need to learn what a worhtless rotten bitch I am. Oh, I'm sorry, I thought I was the one who held down a full time job, cooked, cleaned, and took care of the kids while he spent his time hanging out with his useless buddies who are no better in my opinion. Fuck him. He's the loser, not me.

The thing is, I have heard all this shit from him before. And for the past year, it's gone through one ear and out the other. But today, when he left, I was shaking. I was so angry and hurt I wanted to rake my nails through him, I wanted to see him bleed and in pain. I even thought stabbing him with a knife. That's an image I haven't had in a long time. And it scared me. I was terrified and angry that that piece of fucking shit could make me feel so bad and low.

I honestly don't remember eating, I just realized what I was doing as I was wiping my mouth and reaching for my toothbrush. I'm so stupid. To let a fucktard like him get to me.

I just joined

[uglynothingirl.livejournal.com]

Im not very good at introductions. Hello, my name is Nina. If you have any questions just ask. ;)