-dies-

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I'm having nightmares every night AGAIN.
Already there's been a drowning dream, a rape dream, and a dream that my boyfriend was murdered in front of me.
I mean...WTF???

She Walks...

[scryptic.livejournal.com]

A friend of mine a few years back asked me to write something for her to help with her project she needed to do. I forgot about this until I opened one of my writing books I thought I'd lost. She needed to write an epitaph, so I wrote this and apparently she (I) got an A+.

'She Walks'

'Follow my heart through such battles undone
As I dance over puddles of grey
Fortune so willing, life through divinity
To the sweet earth where I lay
Cry for me not as the memory rusts
Nor for those I never knew
Now I am wing'ed so I shall soar
Guiding such peace unto you
Grateful I am for so many a smile
Anguished, each tear that you shed
Life as a vision upon your own hand
Clouds when astray it be lead
Here I shall walk through the valley so rich
Leaving a trail of my heart
Follow the roses, crimson as love
And know we are never apart.' -C.M.Miller

There are many ways I could change it, fix it, overall re-vamp this piece but there's something in it that almost begs me not to. I still rather like it. Who knows...I just might use it.

boredom is highly dangerous for me...

[palerougedeath.livejournal.com]

( Zola is a fucktard. )

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Id like to apologise for the post i made about self harm. i didnt mean for it to offend so many people. offending people wasnt my intention, re-reading the post as opposed to the comments i can see how negative the entire thing was. while i hope my point got across (yeah its in there somewhere, cutting isnt the first option you should take) i didnt mean to make anyone feel belittled or to insult anyone who partakes in the act. im sorry if i did offend you in any way shape or form. it was never my intention.

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[mistresspaije.livejournal.com]

I am scared to death of becoming just "someone's wife", but moreso of becoming just "someone's mother".

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[rowthepiano.livejournal.com]

Apparently I'm lieing to myself?
Yeah. I picked up a spiral last night and filled it up pretty well for 1 day. Its like I wanted to feel special for some reason. Like...Hey I have a notebook with my life in it and you don't! But I thought I was only starting it to relieve some panic attacks and practice my writing because its my only chance to be something. Now I find myself just wondering what I really started it for. I wish I has some french fries. No, better yet, I wish I had a beer. Even though that would be TOTALLY illegal.

-Morgan