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[jeezis.livejournal.com]

well, i went to a psych appointment yesterday. i have to take 300mg of effexor now :-/ i'm also gonna have to take some sort of test for adhd (which apparently i have been 'borderline' or something for most of my life...my mom just didnt want to medicate me). the doctor also wants to have blood drawn to check my liver and thyroid... i hate needles. i am seriously afraid of them...hearing that really shook me up. i mean what the hell does my liver and/or thyroid have to do with anything?! oh well...maybe if they throw enough pills at my situation it will either get better or i will be too stoned to care. *sigh* imma be over here staring out the window *wanders off*

Happy Mother's Day

[hellsphreak.livejournal.com]

What a day of great misfortune!
I come out, freezing and screaming
-so cold, so cold!-
Let me at your swollen breast
Nourishment and warm comfort I seek,
-denied, denied!-
Rubber engulfs my mouth, held at arm's length
Happy Mother's Day, Mommy dearest!

So lonely, I pat your arm,
Blaring voices from the little box, you remain still,
-look at me, look at me!-
Yes, I know, return to my room
Spend eternity shivering in icy loneliness
-so cold, so cold!-
I hear twines snapping and breaking, ever so slowly.
Happy Mother's Day, Mommy dearest!

I can no longer hear your voice,
Forever imprisoned in a world of dark silence
-so scared, so scared!-
You faded away long ago, translucent and liquid
Seeping through my desperate, interwoven fingers
-I need you, I need you!-
Oh, why did you leave me behind?
Happy Mother's Day, Mommy dearest!

Your eyes are hard and searing,
Scorching my flesh, reducing my heart to ashes,
-liar, liar!-
Can you not see that my pain is true?
Let me try once more; take me, hold me, love me!
-denied, denied!-
Failure. You are simply too far beyond my reach.
Happy Mother's Day, Mommy dearest!

It's my turn, I hold my child to my breast,
Never to deny him what was rightfully mine so long ago,
- I love you, I love you!-
He is so warm and soft, all mine,
You may not tarnish him with your cold fingers!
-don't take him, don't take him!-
Agonized wails. Anguish. Red flashes of fathomless rage,
Happy Mother's Day, Mommy dearest!

I stare down at you, watching you smile,
As you flutter from words to words,
-no more, no more!-
Years have destroyed my love for you,
Molding it into unmitigated hatred,
-burn, Mommy, burn!-
Detached and aloof, your creation stands before you;
Happy Mother's Day, you vapid Monster!

*also posted in my own journal*

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[ang3lic-b3auty.livejournal.com]

my bottle of coke has gone grew legs and ran off.....i cant find it

if anyone finds it do tell

Oooh. Pretteh, no? O_O

[dead-immortal.livejournal.com]

Happy Fucking Mothers day!

[deorcfata.livejournal.com]

I just want to wish all the GOOD mothers in the world a happy mothers day.

For my mother...

I wish i could rip out her heart and kill her for a mothers day present. Tell her that she was a terrible mother, and then murder her. Stupid Cunt. Im glad she decided to live out on the fucking streets and drink her life away, instead of you know being here with me and having me make her breakfast and giving her a mothers day card. Im not bitter.Shut up.

Let my mother be an example for all mothers. It doesnt matter if your poor as hell, or anything. The most important thing is to always be there for your kid and love it unconditionally.

X Posted in my journal.

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[rowthepiano.livejournal.com]

"Your not too young to get a job or work for the things you want, but you ARE too young to feel the way you do. Your a liar."

Yay for fucking dad.

On a lighter note, my pool is now open.

"let's be professional about this"

[carrion-heart.livejournal.com]

smoking makes you look cool

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[incineratedcat.livejournal.com]

Some of you might find this interesting, or even helpful. I'm sure some of you out there could even add some to the list.

Enjoy.

fake_lj_deaths

Quick Questionare

[vasisentrosi.livejournal.com]

Would you...
1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
12. Take me home for the night?
13. let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing car kareoke w/ me?
15. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?(this is the main reason i'm posting this)
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Think im cute, handsome, or hot?
19. Like my style?
20. Think im funny?
21. Care about me?
22. Cry if i died?
23. Stop me if i tried to commit suicide?
24. Dance with me?
25. Sing happy birthday to me?
26. Hold my hair back at a party as im throwing up due to intoxication?
27. Hold me if i was lonely?
28. Take advantage of me if i was drunk?
29. Have me meet your parents?
30. Love me?