Feeling Down

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I don't know why but for some reason I'm feeling rather down about myself and my life at the moment :(
I feel as though my life is worthless and that I have acheived nothing to better myself. I look at all my friends and they're almost finished high school and have gone to prom and are soon going to university to acheive great things, and here I am left school in grade 11 had a crappy job at a crappy hospital with crappy work people who patronised me; and now I have a job at a supermarket selling meat and cheese to people who don't give a damn about what you think.
I just feel a little depressed about it, and sometimes I think about hurting myself or ending my life because when I try to look to the future all I can see me doing is working at the supermarket for the rest of my life, popping out a couple of babies and then dying - I mean what kind of life is that? I'm better off leaving this planet now.
I'm sorry if this is disturbing some people but at the moment it's how I feel and I can't help it :(