I hate myself

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I think i want to destroy myself a little. You know, just a bit. See what happens. I can't do anything anymore. I'm failing out of school because it seems so trivial right now to even be in it. I don't need someone who loves me, but i want someone to hold me.

It's been a rough begininng to what feels like a rough year.

Get me out of it.