I'm being eaten by a boa constrictor (and I don't like it one bit)

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Feel utterly alone. Desolate life. Latest ex has recently confirmed her exness by shacking up with someone else. If only, if only, if only I had said something, like "I want to be your partner in craziness", but no, I thought "rationally" and pretended I wasn't interested. Now I'm fucked. Again.

I am going to grow old and die alone. I am growing old and dying alone. That's what is happening to me, right now, and I don't like it one bit.