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[stillbourne.livejournal.com]

Christmas Activity!

Gingerbread man creating time!

Go HERE
and make a gingerbread man!
email your gingerbread man to
ljasylum@gmail.com

and over the christmas weekend, I will post everyone's!

Enjoy!

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[poison-parlour.livejournal.com]

I really, really wish that the more people than my psychologist recognised my hatred of my stepfather as a valid emotion. My mother puts it down to my mental illness - after all how could I NOT like someone who does his best to covertly antagonise me - and everyone else around me just loves him. I haven't liked him for day dot and while I WAS suffering from fairly severe undiagnosed depression at the time that does not make my feelings any less valid.

I am not, god damn it, jealous of his relationship with my mother. I WANT her to be happy but that desire does NOT mean that I have to like the man she's happy with. It would be good all around if it did but it doesn't. I really, honestly, wish that people would just accept that I'm not making what he does UP. I got kicked out of home because he blamed his bad behaviour on ME and because my mother knew we were having trouble she blamed me too!

I hate him! I thoroughly detest him and if it wouldn't hurt my mother more then it was worth I would genuinely love to see him dead.

Even thinking of him makes me angry. No little because he acts as if I can't do anything right.

Argh!