I want to give up and accept the inevitable

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I am not a likeable person. I am not liked; and I do not like in turn.

I suffer from a long-term psychological disorder and now a chronic skin condition which makes it impossible for me to have a long term relationship. I am chronically unemployed which makes it unlikely that I would meet anyone to have a relationship with.

What I have to do is face up to my limitations and learn to deal with them in a manly fashion. Too much time has been wasted on fantasy and on denial. I am utterly screwed and my options are shrinking by the day; my life is passing me by and I am unlikely ever to be happy.