Rant

[her-disease.livejournal.com]

I am so fucking sick of people. I never had a lot of empathy. I don't feel guilty often.I am not a nice person.But all this is besides the point.

It's my sister's barbeque and the house if filled with people I don't know and have no intention of getting to know either.A few hours if fine, but all fucking day? Some of them are going to spend the night..Jesus Christ this is going to be miserable.

Let me give you some background info: I don't like most females.I especially dislike lesbians.And the house is overflowing with them.This is nothing to do with homophobia, so leave your your pc bull at the door. I identified as bisexual for years before I relaised that hating the male population was not a prerequisite for dykeness.

I find women to be sly and bitchy and when they are of the female liking persausion that increases ten fold.Now that is a personal bias and not a general statement; it's my fucking rant after all.

I tire of  making small talk, the backstabbing and judgment.The Irish are notorious for being able to talk for hours without actually saying a god damn thing.Anything out of the ordinary..intense discussion..addressing real issues is non existent.

Maybe it's my peers or maybe the human condition, but I find people to be boring, trivial, rude, cruel and above all ignorant.

I am tired of the alternative scene. I am tired of the gay scene. I am tired of scenes. I am tired of people.

I don't have a phone anymore and that suits me greatly. If anyone calls the house  I am never there.I wish I could fake my own death so I could just be left alone.

Its the same old bullshit played over and over again. I can't stomach anyone anymore.I don't have the tolerance.