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[krazyside.livejournal.com]

Ongoing sense of doom.Keep dreaming of disasters, wars, doom doom dooooooom.

But also there is hope in the dreams. I get in a rocketship and fly away, civilisation is rebuilt...

horrible

[yeux-blanc.livejournal.com]

I just joined this group right now so first post. I don't know if everyone posts their "bio" but I don't feel like it. :[

Today was just hellish I was really going off by the end of the school day. (So bad I started mumbling to myself about what I don't remember.)
What started it off was that very stupid geometry teacher who penalized the whole class, whilst I was doing nothing as usual, and under circumstances ended up giving me double zeros. I am already getting a D in that class because of stupid reasons. (I am not good at math, but I do the homework and I try on exams)
Why am I always punished with these idiots? and she tells me "This is why you need to tell your classmates to calm down."
I just laughed at that and cussed because that is just ridiculous. Since when is that my job? And since when does it make sense that if you so happen to not be able to do your job, you punish us (and I? Haha. 
AND THEN she tells the class "I hate giving you this when I know some people who were'nt talking are unprepared  (ME)"
If you feel so bad lady, then give me credit. She told me to turn something in that said why I didn't have my work (THE ONE DAY I HONESTLY DON'T HAVE MY NOTEBOOK IN 7 MONTHS.) and turn it in. Well, I was just like screw that, I will get 2 points on that. Why? And she doesn't even ask me for it. Does she not see how unjust this is? I will fail that class for these stupid kids? 
So then I did some things I probably regret because Everyone will think I more weird than I am now.
I know that doesn't sound much, but for me. I never do anything. I never try to be the center. Once in a while at school i get really angry and swear at these people. Then they start to think I'm crazy.  But thats what I'm really thinking of them.
And then they ask me "Why did you kick that thing?" and I laughed at them because YOU are the reason. Why are you so happy? You just are making me go to geometry summer school instead of doing happy escapism things during summer like I always