I N S O M N I A

[d-a-n-i-i.livejournal.com]

God I'm so freakishly lonely right now. Its late...early...however you want to see it. I am only writing to not feel so alone. The world will wake soon, thank god for that. I cant stand this! I cant I cant I cant I cant! my head is going to burst. My chest is going to cave in. I need to speak to someone, anyone, I need C O N T A C T. Its been like this forever it seems. I drive myself to do this everynight. I sit awake for hours upon hours even though this kills me. READ DANI, GO TO FUCKING SLEEP. JUST LAY DOWN AND WAIT. 

Feels like Im fighting to survive constantly.

This is ridiculous really.

Fucking idiotic.

But this has strangely given me some form of comfort....just going on and on rambling to noone, because noone is really here, but I can pretend. BLEGH.

Just die already, pass out. Go away.

You have to go to the gym. 

I hate that place. Its so fucking lonely there. Everyone is in there own world, the silence is so creepy. You just run and run and run next to some other soul doing th exact same thing.

Its so freaky.

I hate the bordom, the wandering it causes my mind. I just want to grab them, shake them. Hell I even want to rub myself against them sometimes.

Just to feel another person.

I havent done that in awhile.

Im fucking deprived.

FUCK ME.

Please?

Hahaha, god this is madness.

okay okaym thats it, no more, Im done.

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*sneaks into the office , grabs the microphone, turns in on* attention! all inmates! there are free now and later candy in the lobby, but you have to find them all!!!!!! cause i forget where there at! *turns microphone off*